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TuOhWanTu

2012-01-02T16:35:00.000+08:00

It s a brand new year! Spent the last few weeks of 2011 with my loved ones : family, tongzhis, LOVE, Mabel, PeiEn, Kampong and poly friends. 2011 has been a great and bad year. Bad that I had really awful classmates but great that I ve really befriended really nice people and learnt a lot more. Let s just keep the good memories and forget the bad experiences but keeping in mind the lessons learnt.

Lets pen down the resolutions (Cliche, but it s a must),
1. Work harder in everything I do.
Its horrible that I see myself slacking in work, especially projects. Last term has been skipping quite a number of lectures due to the crazy amount of individual reports to submit. Now I am kinda very lost for schoolwork. Really need to work harder, copy notes from classmates and study harder on my own. It s okay if I dont get into DHL this year, but I really need my gpa to maintain or improve in order to get into local U. NEED to work harder.

I also need to exercise more. I need to move my ass to places like the swimming pool or gym more often. Rolling around at home only makes my butt grow day by day. Im a fricken pear now with a huge bum.

2. Be a better person
Yes, I am mean. Sigh, but I really dont know what to do with it. To err is human, but if I see myself becoming more and more mean then I ll really hate myself. BUT I still dont wanna be those goody twoshoes that tries to be morally good all the time, that s just irritating. It s normal to gossip at times. Gossip about the mean-er people^^

3. Earn more money
I NEED MONEY. Money to buy food, money to buy clothes, money to buy presents, money to travel. Money to make myself happy.

All in all, I hope to be a happier person.
I hope everyone will be happier too:D

Projects are flooding in.

2011-11-20T15:39:00.001+08:00

&Im starting to feel breathless.

You re the apple of my eye.

2011-11-06T22:15:00.003+08:00

Anw, those japanese uncles came to hue to find me the very next day I brought them to the hotel. They were standing outside the store in a row, waving to me. CUTEEEEEEEEE beyond words!! When I went to them, they shook my hand one by one. LOLOLOL They came to buy a shoe from me just to thank me. They keep asking discount from me jokingly and called my colleague Okasan! When I wanted to say Welcome to him in Japanese, I said "Gochiso sama deshita." He gave me a puzzled look and corrected me. Then he started laughing so loudly!!! I only realised that I told him "thank you for the meal" when I got home!! hahahahahah This shows that smart can alrd, dont act smart!! HAHAHAHA

Now that I watch this MV,I feel like tearing again. This movie is so super gooooood. It s brainlessly funny and sweet romantic. The male lead Ke Teng is really cute and sweet to shen jia-yi. Oh, he s got a cute ass too!:D HAHAHAHAH I ll melt if a guy like Ke Teng falls in love with me.

I wish to have a guy who ll wipe away my tears for me.
I wish to have a guy who ll give me his shirt to wipe away my muscus.
I wish to have a guy who ll find me just after a call.
I wish to have a guy who ll study for me.
I wish to have a guy who ll care for me.
I wish all these wishes would come true.

I need to stop watching romance movies. I feel so super lonely everytime after watching them. sighhhhhhhh

Hue

2011-10-12T00:49:00.002+08:00

Today was quite an interesting day. I met some crazy and cute customers.

Customer 1: Cute hot angmoh
He s tall and cute. Plays tennis and a very polite man.
He took a non-discount item and bought it without much thinking. I like guys like this, straightforward and wastes no time. Super hot and MAN, I like~ *licks lips*

Customer 2: Working Office-Auntie
Auntie: What s your name?
Me: Shiyun.
Auntie: Are you local?
Me: Yup. Why?
Auntie: I often mix up the locals with PRCs. Why dont you have a chinese name?
Me: I don t have one cause my parents didnt give me any? *puzzled*
-Auntie walks away-
Me: B y e~

Srsly, why does ppl imply that people with chinese names are PRCs? People with breasts are your mother? Bullshit. I like the name my parents give me, its okay to not have a english name. People can call me shiyun, sy, yun anyway they like it as long as I know its my name. I rather live my life in this way then come out with some random names like Jane(LOL) to entertain stupid people lidat.
I will not sink to their level.

Customer 3: Nice polite lady
NPL: Are you a student?
Me: Yup
NPL: You ve got a very nice smile(:
Me: *shy(SRSLY)* Thankyou. hehheeh *thinking to myself that s because I am happy due to the cute angmoh and that you re a nice customer*
NPL: You should keep that smile on no matter what you do in life. It s your asset, never lose it.
Me: Okay, I ll try my best to keep it there.

She left and I started thinking. Actually I am quite a happy person I guess? When I get angry, Im all pissed and fierce. But I tend to be very forgetful, the frustration and moodiness will wear off kinda quickly? UNLESS YOU PISS ME OFF SUPER BADLY, but that s a different story. idk, but I will try to keep my smile on at all times.
I ll try.

Walk-in 4: Cute Japanese man
This man walked in and pointed to his paper with Fairmont s Hotel s sign, asking us for directions. It was near closing and I decided to bring him there since Im free. He told me "arigatou gozaimasu" and I went "nihon-jin desu ka?" HAHAHAHAHA That was the only full sentence I can really remember from my Jap language class.

He went "hai!" and started blabbering a whole load of japanese words to me. His friend came and I think he told his friend I know how to speak japanese and his friend also started blabbering jap to me. HAHAHAHA SUPER FUNNY CAN. I told them in english(duh) that I only know a lil japanese and they are like OHHHHHHH. Then had a lil chat with them and realised they re from tokyo on a sightseeing trip for 4 days! I asked them if they like Singapore and one of them went "NUMBER ONE!(Y)" Tell me why they so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee?! *squeezes cheeks*

When we reached the hotel we said goodbye and I bowed to them?! LOL too used to service line alrd. Uncle came to give me a firm handshake that till now I still can remember. What a cute encounter:3

All in all, today s an interesting day~

I hate myself.

2011-10-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

Cos I didnt get Jam s concert tix cos all the front seats are taken.

Call me dumb, call me silly. He doesnt know me and why the hell am I feeling all sad just cos i didnt get the tix. It is all cos he can give me a kind of happiness that no one can?

I can totally rmb how I tried to hold in the tears of joy when the DJ said that he arrived at the site of fan meet.
I can rmb how my mind went blank when I was standing right in front of him.
I can rmb how my hands went weak after we shook hands.
I can rmb how happy I was and reluctant to wash my hands after that.
I can rmb tearing by just watching the video counting down to his appearance for the concert.
I can rmb how I started crying when he started singing.
I can rmb smiling to myself thinking he was looking at ME.
I can rmb crying like an idiot when he started singing the sad songs.
I can rmb that I couldnt stop crying after that cos the concert is ending and I dont wanna leave.
I can rmb shouting encore and he did not come out and I started crying all over again.
I can rmb myself wanting to go his next concert.
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I can rmb myself choosing not to buy the tix.

I hate myself. Totally.

Half annually update

2011-09-03T21:09:00.004+08:00

Months since I last updated. I was so worried about SSM then, now IM DONE WITH IT(: Im so proud to have my SSM mates with me to survive 7 crazy operations week. Can you imagine waking up at 530 and reaching school at 630 just to groom and prepare for the day. Team mates are so awesome that SSM is not that horrible after all. I really like working with them. They are 9863498x better than my class I SWEAR.

Speaking of my class, this sem is the worse sem in my life. My class is smaller than 20pax, yet there s so many people skipping schol EVERY SINGLE DAY. I dont mean skipping lectures, but tutorials as well. So apparently there alot of irresponsible people in my class.

I had a project, 5 people, but only 2.5 people are working. Why the 0.5? Cos that girl does her work, but she s always MIA. Thank god I have Annabell with me. The other 2groupmates of mine are HOPELESS. I only gave them 2/28 and 1/28 for peer evaluation. Dont you start judging and say things like "You re so mean! I ll nvr mark people down even if they didnt do anything." I just think that I should mark fairly so that it would be fair for people who did the work.

It s so frustrating that you had to answer their stupid questions and take in their stupid excuses all the time. It is even worse when you have to cover their parts. I am serious when I told the tcher I expect a B grade for the project, and I dont think I am greedy to ask for that. My groupmates mostly wanted a C+ and one even said D. I swear I wanted to cry then, I felt like Annabell and I are the only ones who re trying so hard to pull all these together. Whatever, they still got marked down(yay) but still not low enough(boo). Doing nothing and getting to pass and acheive an overall B is totally unfair to US.

It s okay, karma will get them sooner or later. Afterall its all over and we managed to get an A(i friggin swear it is a shocking surprise, and i am not boasting). Exams over, and now Im beginning to start working like a mad dog again. Sigh, but HWAITING!! Money money come to mamma~

I LOVE MY NAKED BABY!

2011-05-28T17:52:00.002+08:00

What a cute man! "WHY CANT I BE NAKED BABY?!" I wanna marry a nice husband and good daddy like him~

P.S The advert at the start is friggin irritating!

GUMIHOOOO!!!

2011-05-18T18:02:00.003+08:00

Okay, Im rewatching it again. It s seriously so sweeeeeeeeet and cute!:D

HARLOW

2011-05-18T16:13:00.002+08:00

Been long since Ive blogged here.

School has started. This sem, having a crazy module called "Service Skills Methodology".
IT IS VERY CRAZY. We had to carry bricks on our shoulder and 14 bottles on one hand on our very first lesson. We have a crazy mad dog teacher there too. Life is horribly terribly crazy and scary there. I hope I can pass this module smoothly and yes, PLEASE DONT LET ME REPEAT. Im trying very hard. I will memorize the pick up chart, but I ve really weak left hand.

I never expected studying could be so physically tiring. Its 3429863289298x worse than running 2.4 in 18mins. I fricking swear. Other than that, the subjects this sem is like........ boring? Plus my new class is seriously awkwardly quiet. I miss my year 1 class dearly. #sadlife now.

Now, I just hope everything will go smoothly, esp SSM.
I WILL SURVIVE!

S A D

2011-04-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

Just now opened my inbox and I saw this:

Hi members,

I am bringing your attention to CSC noticeboard.
1) Photos look faded.
2) The least you could do is to put up updated photo report (the one, keith & team did recently).
3) As a freshmen, would you feel inspired to join CSC by looking at the notice board? If answer is no, something must be done.

Note – must yong xin in all things we do.
For the team to review.

Best regards,
Hwee Hoon

That s from my advisor btw. &FYI Im the one who did the noticeboard. Yes, Im the only one putting the photos up. Geraldine helped me, but she s not from my CCA. So, when the boticeboard goes wrong, whose fault? Mine. M I N E.

I remember going down to school to do that noticeboard during the holiday, when on the same day I had to collect my ssm uniform. I went to print the photos, sch printing shop closed; I had to go all the way to the shop opposite school to print the damn photos. Yes its my job, I cant complain. But why why why me? I really tried my best to do up the thing, I cant stop the sun from shining and fade the colours. Yes, Im very dumb to use double sided tape. The sun shone on it and everything fell off. Tried putting everything back, they fell off again. *big fat L on the forehead for me* But I tried. I really tried.

Need to put it up AGAIN on friday. Im so tired. SSM s stressing me, so much to do, I think Im going to die. Maybe I made the right choice to quit CSC. I think it s the best choice I ve made this year.

Im not going to regret this. I know.

Kampong Green

2011-04-15T21:17:00.004+08:00

Today s the last day of being in TNS.

I MISS THEM SO MUCH ALRD._____. I had so much fun these 2 weeks with them, they are such nice and fun people. Last night was real great! We went to Geylang for Tauhuey and Durians~ GEYLANG, SIPAKU GEYLANG~ GEYLANG! HAHAHAHAHA The durian man there was real funny! we bought water and he gave us 2 bottles for free! My first reaction was "Thank you Uncle!" Then he turned back damn quickly and said "还钱!" LOLOLOL Then we all said "谢谢帅哥!" &that got him real happy! HAHAAHAHAH

After that went back to KG for chatting session until 5am in the morning. Laughed so much the night before that my tummy hurts so much and I wanna pee!

Love those girls~ (L)(L)(L)

BIPL

2011-04-08T22:07:00.003+08:00

I remember myself always resisting to take on admin jobs cos they are seriously so boring. However, joining BIPL is probably one of the best things that happened to me in my life. Yes; they give me tonnes and tonnes of things to do - picking up calls, data entry, contract renewal, scanning, emailing, purchasing, and even the cleaners job.

My colleagues are all very nice to me, always lending me a helping hand and help me to get out from trouble from Greg the nightmare. I miss every single one of them. Ann and Duo always bring me out for lunch, Zack cracking jokes to us, Pearl would worry so much when I dont go lunch at 12, Kelly and Shirley always guiding me, Kif who always cheer me up and save me from Greg, Maam who s always so sweet, ChiaLing who s always on the lookout for me. &Kodi has been very forgiving, always being so friendly and forgiving. He s always closing one eye when he sees me dozing off at workdesk and late for lunchbreak. Although Im only a temp staff, he treated everyone lunch when I first joined and a farewell lunch. Everyone was so kind to me.

That when I was in school for TNS, I received this

I was so happy that I literally jumped around. I miss them so so so so so so so much~ LOVE DUO~~ She s my be-pu! (Y)

Recent Me

2011-03-29T15:23:00.004+08:00

Well, just an update. I went to start my work right after my last paper and I officially left the office yesterday. Belgarath Investments is really a place with awesome people to be with. They are really all very nice and kind to me. I really miss them and want to be in the office again. Even though I do lots of work (including shitty ones like clearing rubbish and washing coffee machine), but everyone is always willing to help; making my life so much better. I REALLY LOVE THEM.

So my holiday officially started yesterday after I left BIPL, went to collect holopaint pay with Natallie. They paid us extra and forgot about the 180$ we have to pay for the broken table. What a miracle! LOL Left and went to school for TNS briefing (Yes, Im spending 2weeks living in school), then birthday celebration with CSC. Another bunch of awesome people. Buddha is really very kind to me, I have so many great people around me. I am a really very lucky girl. My results this sem is kinda good, but kinda bad too. GTT: B CommSk: B WorldIssues: B+ Jap: B+ MicroEcons: Distinction OrgBeh: Distinction BCS: Distinction (miracle too) No As, no Cs, quite alot of Bs but I was surprised that I have distinctions. I didnt even got one for sem 1 so it was really shocking for me. Shall continue to work harder so I wont disappoint anyone and myself and go to Uni of my choice.

Yup, all in all Im a very lucky girl. My sister today just told me that her client s 30months old boy passed away. The boy was very ill even before he left. He was down with some rare illness which caused him to be sick in many areas of his body. Imagine a baby at his age needs to visit 6 doctors a month, how sad is this? I felt so sad for him after hearing all these and started tearing up. The worse thing is his younger brother just seen the world 9 days before he left this Earth. I cant even imagine how the parents take in both events at the same time. Life is really very very unfair. How can the heaven be so cruel to this small little boy?! 30months old and he has to go through all these sufferings. I guess now he s up there, enjoying his afterlife with no more sufferings. I just hope the parents will not take it too hard (SLAP ME! I know it s SO HARD TO JUST LET YOUR BABY GO LIKE THIS), but they now have another newborn life to take care. A newborn is so vulnerable too, they really need to take care of this brother and make sure he grows up to be a healthy kid. Being a parent is just so difficult.

什么世界

2011-02-15T18:35:00.007+08:00

会有那么一天
一九四三，世界大战。　　
阿嬷年轻的时候，爷爷爱他那么多，他们感情很深。　　
但是爷爷身负重任，就在离乡的那夜，
给了阿嬷一个吻，　轻声说到　　

我要离去别再哭泣，不要伤心请你相信我。　　
要等待我的爱，陪你永不离开。　　
因为会有那么一天，我们牵着手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音，听我说声我爱你。　　

夕阳西下，鸟儿回家，　
阿嬷躺在病床上，呼吸有一点散漫，眼神却很温柔。　　
看着爷爷湿透的眼，握着他粗糙的手，　　
阿嬷的泪水开始流，轻声说道

我要离去别再哭泣，不要伤心请你相信我。　　
要等待我的爱，陪你永不离开。　　
因为会有那么一天，我们牵着手在草原
听鸟儿歌唱的声音，听我说声我爱你。

The MV may be kinda crappy, but this song is definitely beautifully written. It just shows how beautiful true love is. I was watching it the other day, and started tearing up on the bus. Perhaps, it just reminds me that true love hardly exists on earth now.

We all have to face the fact that the world is changing, people get married today; divorced tomorrow. Things are not as simple as those in the olden days. I wish I was born 40 years earlier, living in kampong. Even though I may not have internet, technology or whatever, but I can enjoy the happiness derived from the simplicity of life.

I only want to be happy.

CHU SAN!

2011-02-06T00:25:00.004+08:00

今天大年初三哦！
我穿了自己很喜欢的白裙出门，穿了才知道，这件裙子也太薄了吧。
出门的时候觉得自己赤裸裸的，好不舒服啊。我真的需要买一个肤色的安全裤了！！
刚才回家的时候大家都在看我，真是丢脸。
可是我真的好喜欢这裙子啊啊啊~

今天一大早就去找同志们，看到她们真的让我很高兴！
好爱好爱她们啊。除了家人，她们最重要了！
我们今天去了郑家，郭家，王家，李家，还有林家！
看见了全部的同志，除了nicole. 如果她也在就好了。

Back to english, damn tired and lazy to continue in chinese already.
Was feeling bad cos invited cherylihuanpeiling to my house alrd.
But last min too many people coming over, so brought tz over earlier therefore they couldnt come over, Im so sorry.___. My sister s friends are still at my house, Im too shy to show them my boxer and bra with my see through dress, so Im now rotting in my room:D Now sleepyyyyyy.

Anyway, my friends and my sisters' are so different. Their friends are matured, like nice and humorous. Most around me are lame and kinda boring? LOL I want more of their friends! hahah

CNY

2011-02-03T22:32:00.003+08:00

Back home now. This CNY dont really feel like a CNY, but oh well... It was nice catching up with my cousins and gossiping bout some ppl. HAHA

I saw this distant cousin today. He s a real clean gentleman. My type of dream man. HAHAHAHA He s not that very good looking, but he s GENTLEMAN, CLEAN. What Im really looking for. And he s really manly I ll say. hmmmmmm

In fact, I ll say all my cousins are great guys.(except one). If they re not my cousins, I ll srsly want to date them. HAHA They set the standards too high, that s why Im still single now. thankzxs. My cousins may not be very smart, stopped education at ITE or even went to jail before. But they are seriously humorous guys, great guys. They are that type of people who ll stand by your side in times of trouble, that kind of people who you really need in life. Some people may be so educated, scholars or whatever not, but they are just hypocrites. They ll share your joy, not your troubles. Those people, KICK THEM ASIDE before they hurt you.

So today, Im happy cos I get to see that cousin. HAHA It s my CNY wish every year to see him. He s like my idol! HAHAHAHAHA Im not targetting at him okay. LOL Im not that despo to prey on my cousin.

That day talked to LAO, he said he was surprised that Im still single. &HE SAYS IM PICKY. W T H DAMN SAD, I WHERE GOT PICKY. Im just waiting for the right one, even though I may be dying at 2012. LOLOL

Kids

2011-01-30T18:06:00.001+08:00

Brat s dad called. Brat: Have you got the house? Bought the bed alrd?! DON'T buy the bed ah, I want to choose myself. What about the computer leh? I want to paint the room myself, I want to draw on it and write "CHARMAINE LEE ROOM". don't let the people paint ah!! BYE! WTF I don't remember myself demanding anything she mentioned up there. Kids these days are damn gross. Esp city kids, stop developing a brain that is way more mature than you re supposed to me. To me, city kids are like little bastards running around on the streets. I really hate them. I don't even want to have a kid in future now. THEY ARE MONSTERS, NARCISSISTIC MONSTERS.

WI

2011-01-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

Wednesday I posted THIS on tumblr:

Was on the bus, I saw a guy boarding the bus. Took a second look, it’s HIM. I quickly looked at my phone pretending not to see him, but he got me. He tapped me and said hi. We had a short little conversation and started with the long awkward journey. He was standing beside me, I thought I was dying in happiness and awkwardness. Then we went down the bus, he followed behind me and stood behind me when we re waiting for the bus. When the bus came, I wanted to let him go first, so I (again) pretended not to see the bus while texting. He walked away first, then I started walking. I saw him glancing back to make sure I didn’t miss the bus. What a nice guy he is^___^

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Today, I feel that our awkwardness level fell. We were waiting for lesson to start, and we talked for quite a while. I realised that HE has been eavesdropping! AHAHA He s just too bored. He mentioned that he smokes, my heart broke. But he said he smoke a little, and is trying to quit. My heart starts to piece back a little, but Im still sad ): But he s damn funny, he say smoke lungs will spoil! HAHAHA WTH la damn funny. Groupmate wanted to smoke and asked him along, he went): When I befriend him, I ll save him from hell! :DD

Shall do work now. Ciao!

forever alone

2011-01-15T00:41:00.003+08:00

Today had a great day with mabel and huanhuan!:D
Bought the cute starbucks top, huanhuan bought 2 tops, and mabel got one top.
I saw this extremely cute bottom, but it was too small for me.
My already flat butt is further flattened by it, how to buy )): Will hunt for it!!!

Had pluck icecream, AWESOME^^
The guy is quite cute, but not my tea. hahahaa
Now i know what s nat s type of coffee.

Went home, I SPENT 50mins waiting for the damned bus PLUS my phone s internet not working well and low batt. Damn angry and took another bus home. WAIT UNTIL I WANNA SPIT FIRE ALRD. I REALLY wished that I have a boyfriend who CAN drive; SO I CAN DEMAND HIM TO DRIVE ME HOME!^-^ Even if he cant drive, we can wait for the bus together and I ll not be so bored and irritated right?! And what if we all really die when 2012 comes?! I havent get in love yet eh, dont do this to me. Let me try once and die, okay. But seriously, when will I even meet someone right? I ll be a spinster forever?! )))):

-Forever alone ):

//IsoundsolovelornthatImsodisgustedbymyselftoo. Forgive me.

You.

2011-01-13T23:37:00.001+08:00

Everytime I see my MSN light blinking,
I secretly pray that you are the one who s talking to me.
When will the day really come?

Sporty guys > Studious guys

2011-01-11T22:52:00.006+08:00

Let me repeat.

SPORTY GUYS ARE BETTER THAN STUDIOUS GUYS

Im saying this because

#1. Sporty guys are more spontaneous. Meaning they re more fun to be with and not boring like studious guys. They ll give you surprises and not just boring itinerary.

#2. Sporty guys are stronger than studious guys. Like stating the obvious, they dont do sports for nothing right?! But maybe carrying thick books around make the studious guys strong too? But that s so like, RARE? LOL

#3. Sporty guys are more of experiences than theories. Like TOTALLY; who play sports based on theories more than experiences. Ya, maybe they used their experiences to prove the theories are right? Then Im contradicting myself. Whatever.

#4. Im crappin thru the first 3, this is the MAIN REASON why studious guys suck.

THEY WHINE ABOUT THEIR RESULTS AND MISTAKES

Everyone makes mistakes. Everyone has received bad results before. Why are you harping on your mistakes?! YOUR PAPER IS SUBMITTED, MARKED. What you wanna do?! Rob the teacher to change the answer? No? Then shut up and get over it. OMG, worse happens when these guys starts to get EMO over such stuff. How do you succeed when you cant even get over small failures like that?! CMI eh.

Okay, enough of complaining. If you re a guy who s sporty and smart, you re GOOD! If you re a whiny studious bitch, start thinking yo.

DRESS

2011-01-11T17:54:00.000+08:00

I want a dress like this for newyear!

SO NICEEEEEEEEE! (Y)

Team Hoyt

2011-01-06T15:08:00.001+08:00

The greatest love story Ive seen.

Adamn couple

2011-01-03T16:26:00.000+08:00

AHAHA! Couldnt believe jokwon would do sucha thing! When will it be yongseo s turn?!

2011

2011-01-01T00:16:00.002+08:00

Happy new year!

Ive started my day very well, Gay added me on msn. *cries*
I went to meet my girls (mabel, lihuan and peien) in the afternoon, had a great chat. It feels good to know that you re still in contact with your friends, they dont leave you just because you re not in the same environment anymore.
I ended my day well, knowing that I won $150 infinite vouchers! But I ll be giving them to my sister just that I want to buy new screen protectors! Thats all! :DDD

Started my 2011 well by reading lihuan s dedication. So sweet and I wanna cry. I feel so noob after reading their dedication. Im so sorry that I really bad at words. If you re beside me now, I would like to give you a big tight hugg! (Y)

From Mabel:
2. Shiyun

Don’t know whether you’ll read this… *-* Anyway, thank you for plucking out/ cutting my white hair during our mugging sessions in a public library in front of other students and peeling/ rubbing out my dead skin due to my sunburn.I don’t like you doing that though. I think you motivated me a lot. You were the one who’s always saying not to give up and you taught me what “hwaiting” means. :D I like your smile and happy hyper self. You’re also quite frank. I like. You always make me feel comfortable. Though we probably won’t get many chances to meet, I’m sure it won’t affect anything. HURHURHUR. Good luck with your eyecandy/crush! He may think that you’re cute. :3

From Lihuan:
shiyun, thank you for motivating us during o level period. I will remember your "We can do it!" and "Jia You!" and "Rockaaaaa!" Most importantly I will never forget your laughter which is so contagious, hahaha. I think we're fated to be friends~ We're in the same class for 4 years and are both in leo club and in TP CSC now:D We're also swimming buddies! I'm sorry I had to stop halfway most of the time due to rashes or cramps. Let's aim for 40 when the water's warmer! I miss telling you about perona and tong and you'll say they look so small and look like drug addicts. You're bubbly and will take good care of others:) Thank you for caring for me! Hee.

You two made me feel so loved. Thankyou and I really love you two too *hugs*
I feel like crying nowww )):

Merry Christmas!

2010-12-29T23:10:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!:D

Since it s the season for giving,
IM SO BROKE WITH ALL THE GIFT EXCHANGE!
But Im rich at heart, so let s do a dedication! (likewhatMABELdid!)

Lets start with my family,

Daddy
Greatest daddy on earth(!!!) He s a very nice guy to begin with, very nice to friends, brothers and of course his family!:D But can be a bitch at times. (okay, everyone has their bitchy times yeah?) Love him for always fetching me home after school when he s in the vicinity. Love him for being my lovely daddy(Y)

Mummy
Greatest mum ever!!! Loving me always, very nice(&gullible) a woman. HAHAHA Love her for driving me sometimes when daddy is lazy, love her for helping me to dry my hair when Im dead tired. Love her for being my lovely mummy(Y) Oh, she has to stop worrying that I still dont have a boyf yet. LOL It s just that I have not found the right guy yet.

DaJie
Best Sister I can ever ask for!!! Always tolerating my bad attitude, and taking care of brat. I thank her for that as because of that, brat will not bother me. Okay, I can easily chase her away, but well; she help save the trouble!:D And she brought her boyf in, he s like a brother to me now. HAHA So funnaye that he brings us joy and he badmouths brat with me! muahahahahahaha

ErJie
Best Sister too! Thinks of me all the time, sending me random MMSes with all my favourite food. Telling my how yummy and yet refuse to DaBao for me! ): But still love her always! Always helping out with my stuff, and getting me random stuff like earrings and even bring me out with her friends to have fun! mwahhhhh

Nowwww TZM! My family-ish friends!
Geraldine
My lovely ahqua. We re in the same course, same poly! I miss those days when we attend lectures together when the sem started. But they were so horrible! We kept playing and did not pay attention, laughing and when it all ends; we SLEEP. LOL! But I still love you babaye~ You re always sucha sweetie, with all the DIYs, letters and of course the thoughts!:D Love to spam you with all the pps photos and laugh. Love showing you my eyecandies and laughin at their noob photos. awwwwwwwwwwwww

Natallie
Yo weakling. HAHA We re always working together, including the noob job- HOLO PAINT. Sorry for getting you into hell too, with Jill. O M G shall not think of her. You ve been a nice weak friend! HAHAH Miss watching WWE and playing shootshagmarry with you and wendy during sleepovers.

Wendy
You re sucha mean girl, always laughing at my typos and things that I say wrongly ): But I love youu. HAHAHA Love going to your house, say goodnight to ker papa, watching WWE and movies with DTK s computer when he s not at home and stuff. Your home is like a comfort placeeee, like a second home(Y) Love youuuuu~

Nicole
You naughty girl. I cant stop you from smoking alrd, but please smoke lesser okay? It s not good for your health and wallet~ Love it when you do silly stuffs with wendy and make us laugh. hahah I still remember once you made that heartshaped french toast for me~ That was sweeeeet of you hunny~ I just hope all goes well for you, everything will go well for you^^

Jessica
The Cinderella~ You re shrinking, please eat more!! Jennifer is like a giant beside you I guess. I ve been listening to CNblue songs ONLY for the past few days, next time we ll sing LOVE together okay. That is if I can overcome the fear of singing to you people. ha love you always for making the effort of going home late despite you sleeping very early :3

Sien
Diao-ster. We all know that you ve been very stressed these days due to your assignments and stuff, BUT please do not resort to tobacco alrights. And get over the fact that tkx is married. HAHAHAHAH hope that you ll be more free during our gatherings!:D

More people to comeee~~
Lihuan
Wuyeaa, I miss the days we mug for our Os. Staying back everyday after school, going to library to study, telling each other we can do well. I will never forget those days okay! I miss hitting your bouncy butt, teasing you and your drug addicts. hahaha How I wish we re still together~ Love you for always going to swim with me, leaving me with my hay-like hair, super dry skinn! Hahahaha loveeee youuuuuuu! *hugs*

Cheryl
Phuaa! You re in India now, I know you re having a hard time. But it s going to be all over soon!:D Take care of yourself cos we re going to do so much more stuff together. I love going to your house to bake and fly kite at the field there after the baking and stuff. That field is so empty, like our private garden! HAHA Come back faster~~ And I hope that your passion will one day not be just 3 minutes. LOLLL

Peiling
Hey sweetie, I like talking to you. Somehoww I feel that you re very burdened by you know who. But well, I always think you deserve someone better, but its your life. I cant control you, but remember, you must always be happy no matter what alright. Anything, just find LEO! HAHA We re willing you lend you our ears always!:BB

PeiEn
Yo, small tiny girl. Thanks for being the one always arranging the meetups and stuff. Appreciate your efforts!:DD Please do keep in contact with me or I ll be damn sad to lose a friend ): Anyway, you look damn cute in my dress, you should wear dresses more often!:DD

Mabel
HEY! How will I forget you! I wrote this because you started it! Hahah So yep, I will never forget those Olvls days, so you re NOT allowed to forget me okay. I remember you re always the one to reach the library earliest! HHAHAA I miss laughing at your monotonish voice, cute expressions! You re such a doll!:DD I LOVE YOU BABAYEEE~ I didnt know I was your motivator okay~ LOL But Im happy to be part of your memories. HOHOS you and lihuan are one of the key drivers for me studying hard. Miss sharing ytf with you ):

CSC
This group of people are really interesting and nice. BUT, their outings always happen to fall on the days I either work, or have appointments already. Not that I dont want to go out with them, but when people ask me out first, I cannot just tell them "no, someone asked me out today." LOL they ll be "WTH, I asked you out first?!" Idk how to explain this, but Im really sorry. But I really seldom work now. Before school started I was a da gong zai, I took on many different jobs and could work for the whole month with just 2 or 3 days off. LOL Huge improvement already.

Well thats allll. Shall start thinking of new year resolutions?! HAHAHA I know this came late, but I started it on christmas eve. I was too braindead to continue then. Well, better late than never!:DDD

We got Married; Banmal Song

2010-12-27T16:37:00.004+08:00

The song that they composed together. (Y)

Feel so in love everytime I watch yongseo. HAHAHAH Not like Im imagining that Im seohyun, but hey! They re really so damn sweet okay, like WOAH. As in like their relationship is very simple and innocent. And yonghwa is so cuteee, what a chodingg! Not those dumb retarded childish guy, but a cheeky playful fun type. SO FRICKEN CUTEEEE!:33

OMG HE S SO MUSHYY! HAHAHAHAH SO CUTEEEE, CAN THEY SRSLY GET MARRIED FOR REAL?! :BB

Irresponsible jerks.

2010-12-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

Ever since brat moved into my home, my life changed.

Believe me or not, I mean it. From a kid lover to now a kid resistor, its an big impact hur? I really hate city kids, so rude; SO FULL OF THEMSELVES. And why do they have an adult brain in the puny skulls of their's, THEY ARE MONSTERS!

Secondly, ITS her dad. Sorry that I used the words IT. But Im really sorry to say I have no respect for this man. Firstly having a wife in singapore, then went to thailand and fuck another woman. At that moment, both the mistress and him didnt even want this brat. Then he picked her up, "adopted" her. He being sucha irresponsible jerk, went to thailand REGULARLY; dumping brat in singapore under her stepmother. Stepmother spoils brat, but gives her all the good stuff, spanks her when she did the wrong stuff.

One day, brat decided to call her dad after getting a spanking from her stepmother. That was when my nightmare begins. Uncle came back to singapore, decided to divorce her wife and fight for the custody of brat. He s homeless and my other selfish uncles are reluctant to help. My dad gave in, let him stayed over and he brought brat too. For your information, my family is not very well off. We dont have emergency funds, my dad has no CPF and we live from hand to mouth. We are bad at savings. I SWEAR. For the start, uncle was in sg for some time and EVERYDAY I go home, I ve to listen to him telling me how bad her stepmother is, how sympathetic brat is, how busy he is everyday with the lawyers, HOW I SHOULD TEACH BRAT STUDIES EVERYDAY. Fuck you, you re the dad. That s your responsibility, dont push to others. And I take my word back, I wont want to fuck sucha irresponsible jerk like you.

Now, he goes to thailand for gawd knows how many MONTHS then come back to sg for just a pathetic of DAYS. (NOTE: Days = not even a week!) So, have you done your job as a dad? Obviously the answer is N O. During the pathetic 2 or 3 days in singapore, you didnt even go to the lawyers. Is the lawsuit still on? Or issit just some way of dumping your children in safer hands like my family? WE are the ones taking care of her. WE are the ones teaching her the right manners every single day. WE are the ones tolerating all her shit everyday. WE are the ones helping her to transfer school during the holidays. And if you realised, your precious brat here has very high expenses.

MONTHLY
School bus: $200
School fees: Around $100 (she s still thai fyi)
Tuition: $250
Daily allowance: $40 (and she still stole our money, SUCKER)
Daily neccessities: GOD KNOWS HOW MUCH. SHE EATS HELLALOT, WASTE WATER.
Medicine: Around $20? (I forgot to say, we are the ones bringing her to the doctor too)

In conclusion, what has uncle do? To keep her as a daughter in name only. IMHO, he does not have the rights to be her dad. "qin shen fu mu bu ru yang shen fu mu" Get it? There s completely NO POINT in shooting your sperm in someone s vagina, having a zygote and give birth to it when you are not intending to take care of this life. You are NOT making this decision wisely, because I doubt your IQ and EQ, okay I dont think you have AQ. So yeah, you completely DISGUST me.

So, second change in me. Super hatred for people who are damn irresponsible. When I say that, I include those promise breakers as well. I see no point in people promising all the stuff, saying that you re responsible for this and that and in the end, take no actions. Why not just SHUT UP in the first place? When you dont have the capability, dont speak. Dont bite off more than you can chew. Never do that, you ll only disppoint people around you, disgust them further.

Today something like this happened. Im really so pissed and Im so speechless. Dont even feel like talking like omg. And I DONT LIKE TO SAY THE WORD FUCK. WHEN I SAY THAT, I MUST BE IN A VERY FOUL MOOD, OR IM JUST FRIGGIN ANGRY. If you heard me scolding you fuck, you know that Im really angry.

LEAVE ME ALONE.

YONGSEO (Y)

2010-12-15T00:21:00.002+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=173816982641659#!/video/video.php?v=173809712642386

OMG, I WANT TO CRY ALRDD. Go watch okay, from 3:17!
Yonghwa is like the sweeeeeeeeeetest guy EVER! If my future husband holds my hand and put in his pocket, I LL MELT. TOTALLY. That s like the sweetest thing everrrr! Plus he s sucha nice guy and never breaks his promises. Great guy.

I LOVE YONGHWAAA!!!

The L word.

2010-12-12T21:15:00.001+08:00

Love is so strong, it keeps lives going.

SO FRIGGIN ANGRY

2010-12-11T19:20:00.001+08:00

Okay, the picture is too cute to express how I feel now. But I will say Im feeling as angry as that kid.

Woke up, then received a text from annabell saying that she wont meet me alrd. Then I was like okay, I ll study at home then. The moment I went to brush my teeth my mum come complaining and nagging to me that we re not helping at all with the housework and started nagging at me.. I admit I havent done anything, but I did my part in trying to keep the house clean and not creating any rubbish. I wash my own dishes. Why am I the one to bear all this just because Im the only one at home?! Sister goes out all day long, what you want me to do? Chain her up?! I JUST WOKE UP, cant you just give me some peace to "warm up" first?! &what did I do to deserve a bad start for the day? I ve been working very hard these days studying for the tests and now the upcoming MST.

Then my dad came home. First thing he did is come to my room and nag me. JUST TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I DID TO DESERVE ALL THIS?! I WAS ONLY STUDYING IN MY ROOM COS MY TEST IS ON MONDAY AND TUESDAY. 2MOREDAYS FOR ME TO STUDY ONLY YOU ALSO DONT WANT. LATER TEST COME BACK I SAY I DONT REALLY KNOW YOU SAY "WHAT ARE YOU DOING? DONT STUDY LA"

Then dinnertime he asked me to go buy newspaper later. So after my dinner I just went to my room for 2mins to rest and HE DIAO ED ME FOR THAT. Then I went to close the door (I NEED to wear my bra!), he scolded me. WTF YOU WANT ME TO GO DOWN BRA-LESS?! WHAT S WRONG WITH YOU? ITS JUST NEWSPAPER! YOU JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE NEWS, YOU MEAN NOW YOU CANT BREATHE WITHOUT A SET OF NEWSPAPER FOR JUST 10MINS?!

IM SO PISSED THAT I CANT BREATHE NOW, TRYING TO HOLD MY TEARS BACK. LIKE WTF LA, I DID NOTHING AND W H Y DO I NEED TO SUFFER ALL THIS? I JUST WANTED TO STAY AT HOME TO STUDY. WHEN SISTER IS STUDYING AT HOME, YOU JUST KEEP ASKING PEOPLE NOT TO DISTURB HER COS SHE HAS A TEST. WHEN IM HAVING A TEST, YOU YOURSELVES COME TO NAG AT ME. WHAT LOGIC IS THIS? JUST BECAUSE SHE BRINGS IN MONEY FOR THE FAMILY? SORRY IM JUST A STUDENT AND CANT BRING MONEY HOME FOR YOU. BUT I NEVER ASK YOU FOR MORE MONEY THAN I NEEDED. TILL NOW, I ONLY GOT ALLOWANCE FROM YOU FOR 3 WEEKS COS IM REALLY SO BROKE, &I DONT WANT TO STARVE IN SCHOOL.

SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE IM NOT THEIR CHILD. I KNOW LIFE IS UNFAIR, BUT MUST YOU MAKE IT SO CLEAR TO ME? ITS NOT LIKE IM EXPECTING SOME REWARDS FROM YOU WHENEVER I DO SMTH WELL. I JUST WANT TO BE TREATED A LIL MORE FAIRLY.

I SHALL GET OUT OF THE HOUSE EVERY SINGLE DAY DURING THE HOLIDAY.

1.2. Midsemtests

2010-12-09T21:42:00.001+08:00

THIS IS SO ME.

Midsemtests are coming.

HWAITINGGG!:3

imissyou.

APPle

2010-12-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

Was working for Apple during the last weekend.

Saturday went vivo, we only started real work at 2? The things arrived LATE plus we had problem with the stuff. The staff were not very friendly, okay not worth my brain cells.
Sunday went to parkway parade. The staff are SUPER friendly, nice and helpful! They even warned us not to place our things everywhere in case people steal our stuff. Still ask if we re hungry not. Sweet or what?! Vivo staff cant even feel our presence I think? LOL Parkway has lao uncle, Dave and bigjeansguy. Lao uncle likes to irritate us, dave like to keep us busy by helping him to take photos, bigjeansguy like to poke his head in the box and scare us all the time with that. &printer uncle gave us a free ink cartridge cos our printer ran out of ink! NAISEEE!

At PP nothing much, play with kids and the ipad with plants VS zombies! HAHAH! Very funnn~ I miss those people and the atmosphere there. So relaxed~ OH!!! Before we left that day, nat remembered that we havent returned the memory card. So we quickly went back to find the camera, and horror terror the memory card wasnt inside! Wasnt in the computer too and we two started to panick like madd!! Then suddenly nat took the card from her pocket! LOL! Bigjeansguy laughed at us. LOL Worked for only 1 day and there goes our image. &lao uncle said Im a kid. WTH 1day only eh, why lidat say me?! Hahaha Anw the bad thing about working for temp projects is that your friends are mostly temporary. Cos high chance you wont see them again, unlike you work there permanently. LOL I wish the next apple event Jill will call nat and I again and work at PP! Although she s quite fierce, well.... Tomorrow s Geog and BCS quiz! I just cant focus plus I ll turn into sleepy mode whenever I see the words.
I wish someone will call me and wake me up whenever I doze off.

COD

2010-12-05T00:20:00.004+08:00

My very first handmade bento! Cheryl s so honoured! HAHA

I really miss those days! Going to cheryl's to bake, slack, gossip, joke and even go down to the field downstairs to fly kite. That field is really quiet, real good unlike marina barrage. Now we re so busy, but im still happy we still meet up occasionally and stuff. Lets make more bento soon!:D Me likeyyyy!! I LOVE my friends.

When I say friends, I mean real life friends. Real life friends as in you come talk to me in real life, made friend with me in real life. NOT VIA FACEBOOK, MSN OR EVEN GOT MY NUMBER FROM SOMEONE WHO DIDNT ASK FOR MY PERMISSION. These people are damn irritating &they never knew that I was only trying to be polite, they always think I want to talk to them. WTH, what you mean by chat with you tonight? SHUTUP! I thought I put my fb status as offline alrd?! Dont disturb meeeeee. And dont even bother asking for my number. And why these people are often the ones who are so much more older than me?! W H Y Y Y Y Y Y Dont they understand this thing called generation gappppppppppp?!

C M I

Anw, school s getting busy. All the tests and midsemtests up. Hang on and its going to be over again. HAHA, during the holidays probably wont see him. Save me from the awkwardness from all the hi s and hello s . Im so embarrassed! I think he thinks im irritating.__. Okay, I should srsly stop thinking bout it. Totally

You belong with me

2010-12-01T00:11:00.005+08:00

This is my favourite taylor swift song. HAHAH

The MV is so sweeeeeeeeeeeeet:3
Somehow, it fits me to a T.
Of course Im not that lucky, im ugly, fat, dumb, childish(i admit it-.-)
Im just a plain jane in a corner,
Not your type of high profile girl.

Hi

2010-11-27T21:36:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was going home from school after bazaar at arnd 10plus. When we re taking photo of the noticeboard to show WZ, suddenly gay walked past. He looked at me, I was like.... *DARN SHY* So, to avoid being even more awkward in class, I went Hi. Who knows I was damn shy and my Hi was damn gentle and soft. O M G That s not SY at all! L O L

At this point of time, I was so embarrassed that I sorta looked away. But I heard him say Hi awkwardly too. We are awkward classmates. GAWD, Im We re going to die on thursday._________. But still, I was happy. HAHAHA

I think Im really crazy.

P/S

IM SO FRIGGIN ANGRY!!! Ytd was damn tired, all I wanted to do when I reached home is to rest cos I slept at 2am the previous night rushing project. Just when I started dreaming, my sister decided to WAKE ME UP and find her friggin timesheets when Im all groggy and sleepy. I was like raping my cupboard and I CNNT FIND IT. So I went back to bed, trying to sleep. She started making all kinds of noises, and fuck I CANT SLEEP. So I wasted my sleep time because of her and damnit I had to wake up at 8 this morning. And the first thing she saw me in the morning was TIMESHEET. Fuckyou, cant you give me a break?! You everyday go office take 1 damn timesheet will die issit?! PLUS, cant I even just complaint, and stop thinking that you re right to friggin wake me up just cos of that paper. They can claim your pay by making a call you ignorant bitch. Im seriously angry and pissed, next time I wake you up just to find smth when you freaking tired you tell me good not. Just shut the fuck up and stop irritating me. I wanna bathe you also wanna snatch, go ahead la. And why is my mum siding her when she s the wrong one?! Cos she ll cry and throw temper again, and obviously I wont. How come a 21yo behave lidat I also dunno. Im friggin angry and I wanna cry now. Fuckyou, you ruined my awesome mood.

GAY

2010-11-26T00:28:00.001+08:00

PLEASE ADD ME AS A FRIEND ;DD
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

Wednesday

2010-11-24T19:34:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow s thurday. Thursday = CDS DAY = DISLIKES.
Cant imagine my life when Im no longer with 1h01.

Plus there s jap presentation tomorrow. Kill me ,____,

A crush exceeding 4months is love. So, what s 2years? HA

2010-11-20T20:02:00.002+08:00

Spontaneous guys are HOT. Knowledgeable guys are CUTE.

Spontaneous plus knowlegeable guys are ADORABLE!♥

Anyway, yesterday was CCN. Our class sold all 150 bottles of Made in Candies!:D The irony thing is sticky was right opposite us and HEY! We finish selling first! Proud of 1H01! We re so awesomeee!:D

After that huanhuan came, FINALLY WE WENT TO SWIM!! 30laps! We re rockers and we improved our timings. And I must say my stamina improved alot, plus I didnt suffer any muscle ache today! WOOHOO! I really love to swimm!! But my skin and hair was damn dry after the swim, I was so busy when I reached home. I quickly bathed again, applied lotion on face, applied medicine, lotion, hair serum, not forgetting to put my mask in the fridge. The mask helped DAMN ALOT, removed the botoxy effect. Popped a flu pill and went to sleep. Awesomeeee!!

Oh, had a great dinner with lihuan before going home. Let s have more of these (Y)

Samurais > Ninja > Pirates

2010-11-18T00:59:00.003+08:00

For japanese CDS, my topic for persentation is SAMURAI! How I wish this picture, instead of ninja; it s SAMURAI! HAHA Cute, can show the class!:B So stressed, so happy, so whatever not.

Lemme wish I can do a great job this sem (and the next one, the next next one.......). Hahahas shall walk the talk by working harder!(:

Shall sleep now! Swimming with huanhuan on friday! Cant wait! \m/

Wonderland

2010-11-10T23:57:00.004+08:00

SO PRETTAYEEEEE! I wanna get married in a place lidat! HAHAH Its boring to get married indoors hur? Woods = Beautiful(: Plus those balloons make the whole place sorta livelier! It s not so serious so solemn in some sense. PERFECT SETTINGS! (Y) If Im a wedding planner, I ll definitely suggest this! WOOOOOOOOOO

For me, that ll only happen in like 10years or so down in the road. Now, S T U D Y and H A V E F U N!\o/

2010-11-08T23:24:00.002+08:00

I like the idea that you re always there, listening to all the silly stuffs Ive to say. Idk, but it feels good to know that you re just there, distance didnt matter anymore.

Sevenhundredthpost!

2010-11-07T01:08:00.002+08:00

700th!

Today carriedd out the SKM thingy, alrights but Mr Sun is out to annoy me AGAIN. My sensitive skin likes to complain to me whenever sweat comes out. So tiny bumps on my skin came on on protests! Hope tmrw they ll die down and become smaller. I ll try to be hardworking and apply medicine regularly. I WILL TRY ALRIGHTS!

I. MUST. BE. H A R D W O R K I N G .

2010-11-06T01:58:00.005+08:00

&we all know it. Face it and lets all grow up together.

P/S I seriously hate guys for being sucha bitch. God gave you a penis and 2balls is to let you grow and be a gentleman. Maybe over the years, genes mutated and caused bitchiness to grow in guys too hur? Maybe.

OMOO

2010-10-31T17:14:00.001+08:00

I can totally forget wearing a dress for the next 3months. OMGG life sucks TOTALLYYY

Penpal\o/

2010-10-30T23:15:00.002+08:00

Recently, stephan messaged me on facebook. At first I thought it s some lame email, but it turn out to a email with concern from UK! Awesome or what?! From that day on, he s like my penpal! HAHA I look forward to opening my inbox, cos I know he ll reply! So funn!! It s like the message gets longer each day, its a miracle the crapping can last for like a week? Anyway, he s coming back next year for NS. That means I ll lose my pen pal in like a few months time ): Nevermind, I shall enjoy the moment to the fullest now!:D

Anyway, I was bored yesterday so I roamed around facebook and decided to click on that profile to take a look at whats happening recently. Seriously, I should just move on. There s no point in holding on when I know nothing will happen in the end.

Right, take a big step forward. Everything will be different, we know it(:

Low EQ me.

2010-10-30T00:19:00.001+08:00

If only I ve such high EQ.

Uncle(brat s dad) s back. All he do all day is just to brag and talk about how great he is, what a noble dad he is, whatever not. To me, he s just ignorant and irresponsible. Seriously, a responsible father in the right mind will not dump his daughter to his brother and go overseas for gawd knows how long, then come back for just 3/4 days.

So... with my low EQ, I ve been quite hostile to him lately. I just entertain him sometimes and just try to block out whatever crap he says. Just treat it that he s farting. Plus, he keeps smoking in the house which I TOTALLY CNNT TAKE IT. Hey, I dont want my family to die from your second hand smoke yo. And brat s results is quite bad. Exams are coming, he only knows to bring her out to play. He should actually sit down and talk to her, ask her to be good and study hard. If not, what s the point of going to all the tuitions?! I. DONT. UNDERSTAND.

I dont wanna know what he s thinking too. Cant be bothered, just get out of my sight.

That s when I love you.

2010-10-27T00:22:00.001+08:00

Nothing you do could change my mind.

Baby, I love you.
I love you anyway.

TZM!

2010-10-22T16:35:00.002+08:00

Did I mentioned that I love TZM so so so so so so so so so so so so so so muchzxs?!

Later going to Wendy s house for sleepover! WOOOHOOOOO! Nat, nic, din & of course wendy will be there today! Tmrw will meet sien and jess, therefore it s TZM reunion!! I like it whenever a tongzhi s birthday approaches, cos we ll all meet up (&eat good food!):D Jess and sien s always so busyy, so its always dinnatnicwendy &I meeting up. Until recently, CSC is beginning to tie me down. That period is quite saddening cos I cant meet up with TZM.___.

TZM are my friends, my be-pu, my family. How I miss those PHS days!! The silly tiny things we do everyday, how we got closer each day. Though we were in the same class for only 1year, who ever expected we re still together now? I miss how we laughed at Mr Soon, how we sit in circle every morning before assembly starts, how we live in our own world. LOL We celebrate the special days, making &collecting all the cards and letters :3 Valentines, christmas, birthdays... During Sec4 s Valentines, we each baked smth and ate during recess while others ate porridge only cos PHS s celebrating total defense. HAHA I miss staring at the mrt board after school, thinking where to roam before going home. Those sweet carefree days~

Now, poly seems scary. Stressful projects, free riders and crazy politics. My class is free from politics (we re the more obedient class for the cohort), but there re still free riders. GOSHH, cant imagine next year when my class will change EVERY SEM. Sian. CSC s nice(: but so darn busyyyy, we meet up wayyyyyy too much at times. Gawd, I should stop complaining & make do with what I have. Or I ll regret when I start working.

On a happier note, seeing Ker papa later!:D

Me: Hi uncle!
KerPapa: HELLO! *laughs like popeye*

GUMIHOOO!!!

2010-10-21T21:50:00.004+08:00

Finally finished MY GIRLFRIEND S A GUMIHO.

Awwwwwwww, Can I say this beats Brilliant Legacy?! BL is VERY NICE too, but there are just too many frustrating moments that makes me wanna pull my hair out. Whereas, Gumiho is really very very very very very very SWEEEEEEEEET (&FUNNAYE)! Happy ending, no one died and everyone s happy!:D Heh awwwwwwwww I can totally rewatch it!! The last episode seriously made me an idiot. Crying and smiling to the computer screen. But I kinda like this kinda feeling too? HAHA I love LEESEUNGGI (Y) I love miho too, but idk her real name tho. Their love is seriously, INCREDIBLE. The type that everyone craves for. (DONT DENY IT) Awwwwww, I love DaeWoong.... &DONGJU! :D

SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE! MIHO S SO PWETTAYEEE!

MAKE ME DAMN HIGH! SG S SEXAYE JAWLINEEE!

HOYHOYY!

Down! 20laps!

2010-10-20T22:04:00.003+08:00

Met lihuan at 0930.

Early birds :3

Sengkang swimming pool.

Lihuan says that I look pro! WOOHOO I AM PRO(:

Supposingly stupid faces but lihuan acted innocent! D:

Still waiting for cheryl! HAHAHA

Cheryl came, went into pool to adapt first. The water is FREEEEZINGG! Swam short distances and Loser Lightning came. SPOILERRR! We were in the water for only like 20mins &lifeguards are asking us to leave the pool. Waited for like 40mins then we can go back. GAHHHH Anyway, we became hardworking and swam 20laps! WOOOHOOOO! I feel so accomplished!\m/ I want to swim moreeee!!

After that cleaned up and went to meet Peiling^^ Super hungrryyy, ate PieKia and set off to ikea!:D Ate MEATBALLS! Lihuan eat meatballs super sloooooooooowwwllyyyy, and she cleans the plate. We can totally see how much she love them that she s even willing to frame them at home. HAHAH

According to Lihuan, the last L.O.V.E outing was 5 Dec 2009 at peiling's new house. It feels really really really really really really really really really really really to meet up again♥

NOMNOMNOMNOMNOMMS

After the swim, Skin SUPER DRY. Look at my botoxy smile-.-

Peiling & huanhuan :3

Walked around, looking for dream homeeee!

TALLER THAN EDWIN!! HAHAHA

Lihuan amused by the light

Mother &Daughter!

People srsly have NO brains

Again, BOTOX

Sleepyheadddd!

Looks drunk hur?!

C.E.O *waves hand like president*

Sweetie pie!(:

Ate another hotdog bun &left!

L.O.V.E (sarangheeeeeeee)

GUMIHOOOO

2010-10-18T16:10:00.003+08:00

WOONG: I just really really really really really really really really really really really really really really like you. *points with cute gun handsign*

GUMIHO: Right now, I feel really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really good. Really good (:

Sucha sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet drama. Loves seunggi! :3

Equal rights.

2010-10-14T23:45:00.002+08:00

BREAK CAMP! HAPPY^^ I CAN FINALLY SHIT! HAHAHAH. Anyway, I MADE A FOOL OF MYSELF on my way home. Firstly, I went up the bus with my ROCK-LIKE bag, laptop and hugeass sleeping bag. Then the bus started moving, gawd I started rocking and banged into the seated passengers. I counted, there s 3!! TnT Then I just found the nearest seat and sat down. The moment I lowered my butt, my bags hit the lady beside me! LOL Then soon, I went into a coma state... KEEP SWAYING AHHHH. I sub-conciously felt that Im lying on her, so I went back to the upright position. Until one point, I felt someone poking my head. I opened my eyes, she said "can you dont lean on me? It s itchy." LOOOOOOL! I was like damn embarassed so I just said sorry and went back to sleep, trying to keep myself to the other direction. Then who knows I failed a couple of times and I think she also think Im hopeless alrd. So I had quite a bad sleep on the bus D:

ANWWW; Ethen showed us this video, i think it s super awesome! WATCHHH IT

We MUST learn to respect others, including people with special needs. They definitely deserve their human rights too. After watching this video, I must seriously constantly remind myself to always stand up for the under-previledged ones. We must always lend our helping hands as long as we have the ability. Let s start from this very moment okay? ^^

SIAN TTM

2010-10-13T17:31:00.001+08:00

P M S

HATES

2010-10-11T20:56:00.002+08:00

O M G. I didnt know that people can srsly be so friggin irritating PLUS irresponsible.
Can you like friggin imagine that a simple grouping list, I editted it for like god knows how many times. This is all due to the damned subcomms who happily signed up for the event and backed out at the last moment. LIKE FARK, GO EAT SHIT.

People should learn to keep to their promises. If you try to tell me promises are meant to be broken, I suggest that you go bang the wall. Im so angry, like srsly. &my partner is crying, it makes me feel so lost. Feel damn badd, she make me feel like crying too plus I feel so suffocated. I feel like hunting those subcomms and kick their pathetic fat asses.

Dont tell me to look on the bright side, its like no point. Have high hopes, then in the end suffer from greater disappointment.

HELLA PISSED.

L O V E

2010-10-11T00:34:00.003+08:00

Love is love, no matter gay or not.

Everyone deserves to be love and have the rights to love others.

IMY

2010-09-15T21:48:00.000+08:00

I miss you; I really do.
How I wish you know it..

Mr Rock.

2010-08-15T00:39:00.004+08:00

Seriously, XJT may be the only one who can make me REAL happy.

Just two days ago, I finally decided to ask me mum "When is she(the brat) leaving?" Then my mum said, "She ll be living with us PERMANENTLY" gawdd, I felt like I d been shot in the head. IT HURTS. Then talked about some family matters, felt damn sad. Seriously, I want to treat my granny BETTER. Although I always say she s grumpy, she s a troublemaker; BUT I must admit that she s my grandmother. I MUST REMIND MYSELF THAT, SHE LOVES ME, only that she doesnt know how to expess it. That s just her, I must learn to love her MORE. I must show her more care, when I get my pay maybe give her some money to eat kueh? I really cant communicate with her, so I dont really know how to show my care for her. I shall just try my best, cos we all know that money ISNT everything. At her age, love is what she really needs.

Talked to my mum regarding the brat (let s just name her esther alrights, she s just as evil and not-innocent). Well, she already know that I hate her. ALRIGHT, the whole family knows; except that selfish retarded dad of hers. I just wish that they go rent a room and that dad of hers will be smart enough to TAKE HER AWAY FROM MY HOUSE. ITS OUR HOUSE, NOT YOURS ASSHOLE. He s behaving like its his house, esther too. BLOODYHELL, I SOMETIMES WANT TO JUST SLAP THEM AND SAY "SCRAM". I dont even treat them as guests now, they are UNWELCOMED GUEST, so they are not guest in my context. Sometimes esther make me wish that the stepmother just wins the case, and YEAH, she s gone from my home. I seriously understand why her stepmother dont like her.

Ya, Im evil. Wait till you experience what I am now, you will speak the same. She s a bitch, or lets say slut? I HATE her from the bottom of my heart. Hate may be an understatement in the first place. She s so noisy, irritating, bullshit, drama, attention seeking, hated-much,act smart and FAT. SHUTUPBITCH, your voice just irritates me only.

Thatnighticriedtillislept. Esther and dad is a real pain in the ass. (thankbuddhaestherdadisnothomeforlike1monthalready. Selfish shit.)

Today worked, idk why my back aches when I only work for 6 hours. When doing sales, 8 hours of standing is so easy for me. Maybe giving out flyer is really a tough job? Fortunately all my partners are nice people (tillnow). Today rushed to bugis to collect XJT s Mr Rock during break. IMSOHAPPY. It feels like esther vanished into thin air. (well impossible, she s so FAT, maybe fat air she can? The air doesnt even want her:/) Just now watch the backstage DVD, XJT is really awesome i ll say. ILOVEHIM. How I wish I was at the xiaojudan! They are so high unlike singapore fans. I guess XJT is disappointed with us ): But he s really awesome alrights, I miss that night, 13/03/10. Best night EVER.

Tomorrow s the last day of work until thurs of 23-29 august week. I.MUST.STUDY. Its a study break alright?? I MUST GET ADISTINCTION! I must also start saving up already, save for rainy days alrightzxs. Never say no to allowance, unless your dad s really financially tight. Or else, grab the money and say "Thankyoudaddy!:D"

Messed up.

2010-07-18T00:18:00.003+08:00

SERIOUSLY, I FEEL LIKE IM BREAKING DOWN.

Its not my schoolwork, but that my uncle and his daughter who I name brat is messing up my life. I ve never seen sucha ill-bred child before. NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE. Nat, please treasure kimberly, she s sucha good girl. Its like she superrrrrrrr suck up to my grandmother, and if you know my grandmother s character, you ll know that THIS MEANS TROUBLE. Now, she has the attention, she ll start to be so cocky AND try to stir up trouble AGAIN. Dang, I know Im mean. But sometimes I srsly think that my granny is very sad because no one talks to her. But, its very HARD to communicate with her. Everytime once she s got the attention, she ll pick up some fight with my parents regarding the maid. HELLO, she did nothing wrong. We did not side her, we are just stating the truth. HAIS. And today I DONT KNOW WHY THE TOILETBOWL HAS BLOOD. I know its not mine, cos I flushed the toilet TWICE. And my granny and brats pushed it to me, nevermind as long as no one argues. My granny then talked to me in a mean way, saying that its not her s, trying to hint me not so push to her. Then I took out my pants that I bought today, then she continued in her mean voice "If you can wear this, I chop my head off" WTH IS WRONG WITH HER?!

Then here comes the father and daughter. Father treat us as maid, daughter treat us as ATM. HELLOOOOOOOOOO! Does my family look so rich?! And uncle is so lazy to even wash a cup before he sleep, I ve to do that. ITS ONLY A CUP. Everytime he ll go , "help me look after BRAT when Im out", "help me print this and that, best double sided", "Help me look at her FB", "Help me teach her homework" and blahhhhh. I have so much project to do, Im not THAT FREE. Give me a break la, my world does not go round your daughter and you. I VE SO MUCH TO DO. The brat wont give my ears a break, all day long super noisy and SERIOUSLY HAVE NO MANNERS. I dont want to talk to her AT ALL. And everytime I on my laptop to do homework, sometimes will sidetrack to fb, she ll go like "why are you FB-ing instead of work? You re not doing work!" GAWD, SHUT YOUR TRAP.

I SOMETIMES WANT TO CHOKESLAMM HER. YES IM VIOLENT. SO WHAT!? My uncle then wholedaylong try to cover up for her ill manners by saying that I must understand, cos she had been abused by her step-mother. YAAAAA, SHE S SADD. BUT WHY MUST I GIVE IN TO HER EVERYTHING?! EVEN WHEN SHE S WRONG?! SHE EAT EVERYWHERE IN MY HOUSE AND THROW THE WRAPPERS IN THE LIVING ROOM S BIN. ANTS COME LA ASSHOLE. She s even more messy than me la, I was the messiest person at home. But I at most have too much bags outside or I left some books outside.

I MISS MY CLEAN, TIDY, PEACEFULL AND SWEET HOME. Home used to be the comfort place where I relax and let go of what I feel. Now, I have to bottle whatever I ve got to say, I HATE IT. I HATE IT THAT I HAVE TO FACE ALL THIS NONSENSE AT HOME. I CANT WAIT FOR THEM TO LEAVE MY HOUSE. I LL PUT FIREWORKS WHEN THAT THAT COMES.

I.CANT.WAIT. but i know that day will be quite far away. T___________T

BROLLY TROLLEY POLY?!

2010-07-13T21:10:00.005+08:00

Today I saw Fake derek on the Bus! Didnt saya Hi cos Im afraid he forgotten me already. He s one of the few fond memories I have when working for Raymax.Those days were so carefree...

NOW, I HAVE THE RIGHTS TO SAY I HAVE A HECTIC LIFE.

In this semester, we have 6 group projects to complete in total. Bad thing is that all the deadlines are so close(!!!) Its like once you finish this project, you dont even celebrate; you worry for the next one to come. Life is sad hur.

Recently, Im so busy that I thought Im dying. Weekdays school, go home night do research and project. Then weekend work, reach home do research for project. THIS HAPPENED FOR 2 WEEKS. IM SO DEAD. Went for CSC meeting last night (right after school, ended at 10?), my CSC friend ask me to rest well, cause I look damn CUI. I KNOW IT T___T Im so pale now, I need some like berry essence?

List of School Stuff:
~~IHT project~~
~~IHT presentation~~
IHT test
~~Commskills project~~
Commskills presentation
Commskills test
Macroecons project
Macroecons presentation
POM project
POM presentation
~~RHT project~~
FNB project

List of CCA stuff:
Planning of Hair for Hope
Design Main Comm tee
Sub Comm Camp (Thank Buddha, Im only a coordinator:D)
Singapore Kindness Movement project

SO MUCH MORE TO DO. Why my sister's poly life seems so carefree?! LOL. Till now, Im happy with my grades EXCEPT COMMSKILL. I still thought Im done with all the english lessons. Sigh, when will my English EVER IMPROVE?! I feel sad whenever I need to write report, seriously english is a HUGE barrier.

Tomorrow I ll go buy my presentation suit. I ll look SO SMART!:DD
LOL, Im already smart(: (like real-.-)

P/S Why are kids these days so materialistic? I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY. Today was queuing up for bus and these two kiddos behind me was talking LOUDLY. I was NOT eavesdropping. They are like primary school students or secondary one only. Boy A saw me taking out my phone and told Boy B that he wants a iPhone, but his parents refuses to buy him one, AND STARTED COMPLAINING. Boy A then continued saying that he parents promised to buy him a iPhone if he gets A for all subjects or $200 when he gets all Bs and 2As. Gawd, at this point of time he s still COMPLAINING. Boy B then sorta added fuel to the fire.

LOL Isnt the students' job to study themselves. WHY IS THERE A NEED FOR PARENTS TO THINK OF REWARDS TO PLEASE THEIR CHILDREN SO THEY WILL GET GOOD GRADES? If he s only secondary one, then he gets $200 for getting all Bs and 2As. What will he get when he reaches sec 4? $800?! $200 will NOT be able to statisfy them anymore. A student s job is to study, NOTHING ELSE. Boy A and Boy B keep saying they want to complain SBS because the bus is late for 5mins and they need to play their game. What nonsense is that?! I know thats your leisure, but is that SO IMPORTANT?! HELLO, you dont even know how to earn money, you ve got no rights to spend money freely. And STOP asking money from your parents to buy unneccessary stuff , example game. If you ve got good grades, and your parents decides to buy something for you as a reward, WHY NOT. YOU DESERVE IT. But there s no point in asking your parents to get you a reward, they are giving you allowance and paying for your studies. In future, all this will give you a good job with better pay that those jobs the uneducated people get. Your reward will arrive in time to come. And so young, will you even treasure your iPhone?! Ya, maybe for 1 month or so then dump it aside. When better phones come out, you ll start begging your parents to get you a new phone. BRATS.

Where s all the innocence in children?! They are becoming so scary, so.... EWWW

PPS//Fallen stars. Relief or Regret
Worth a read. Those people are awesome.

HATES

2010-06-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

Srsly i hate to talk to brainless people.
I feel like im sinking to their level talking to them.
Sometimes im really disgusted by my sister.
She likes to rake up the past and pick a fight.
STOP SAYING THOSE STUFF LA, THEY ARE THE PAST!
WE ARE TALKING BOUT THE PRESENT CANT YOU GET IT?!

C.M.I

BOOOOOOHHHHOOO

2010-06-27T15:02:00.002+08:00

AGM s finally over :DDD
Read lihuan s blogg, i shld really go gramophone and grab some XJT album.
Next sat im working at douby:DDD
I ll have some income alrd next month,
$___________________$

bank s reserve is depleting..

PISSED.

2010-06-25T12:52:00.002+08:00

Dont ever friggin piss me off.
I ll seriously hate you.
I dont know what to say.
But vulgarities are like spamming inside my brain.
Im civilised so i wont scold them out.
I cant wait for CSC to start, i feel carefree there. ( i do my work too)
Im just seriously pissed, like @!#$%^&*^%$#@! pissed.

Yesterday was a great day though,
but totally moodless now. CMI.

INSENSITIVE.

2010-06-17T00:44:00.005+08:00

New Creation pastor says sorry for controversial sermon

Read the article and LAUGH.

Seriously, it CHEERED ME UP. Hey, now religion leaders will learn to take note of what they are speaking. I still remember one pastor in PHS said that "all gods other than Jesus are demons". Utter BULLSHIT. Should have recorded it, and hey! The pastor will then be inspected by the ISD. *claps* NO ONE has the rights to say gods are demon, NO ONE. Who knows that maybe the gods of christian, buddhist, muslims and hindus are friends in heaven?! Then are you saying your god is befriending demons?! If not, SHUT UP.

Moral of story:
"religious leaders must realise they are constantly under the spotlight and as such, must refrain from talking about other faiths they have little knowledge of. "

“I think they should just speak on their own religion and there will not be any issues. It will cause a lot of unrest if they start criticising others.”

Be sensitive, and RESPECT other religions. TAKE THAT YO.

LTC

2010-06-11T21:23:00.004+08:00

Went to Leadership Training camp on wed, ended on thursday. Yeah, i friggin left my phone at home. BULLSHIT. But it was kinda good and I ve made friends. They ve seen my crazy side, say goodbye to my gentle image.__. Break camp on thurs and rushed home cos its my mum s birthday and rushed(again) to suntec.

Went to Pearl River Palace Restaurant. The service is GREATTTTT! Loves the waiter, william who s like super funny! HAHA, everytime he come he ll be like repeating "bu hao yi si" like all the time. He must have said it for like 100 times. Then we told him can just stop the "bu hao yi si-ing" cos it must be so tiring. HAHAS, but soon he started again. I guess it s just habit. Hmmm, then my mum ordered some weird dish that tastes gross, no one wants to eat it! Then my aunt asked william "what if we cannot finish the dish?" Then william said "MAN MAN CHI (Eat slowly)" LOL, we all laughed like mad. He s like so innocent and funny! And he s super sweet!(sweeter than my friends- sigh) He saw me sneezing like mad and gave my warm water without asking. I rate his service 100/10! Too bad, there s no feedback form. xDDD Afterthat sent my aunt home and we went home. (I WAS DEAD) Reached home, sang birthday song and cut cake and took photos! My cousin joined us too, cos her birthday is just one day later than my mum's. Watched teavee and slept at 12+.

Today woke up at 8plus cos need to meet CSC people for the video stuff. Tomorrow s going Haji lane, if I dont get the laptop case, I ll really spit fire. I still have assignments undone and I ve got so much things on. Read lihuan s blog and damnit, parrapai went kbox WITHOUT me on thursday. They didnt wait for me... SWEET, what a great job. Im dead tired & I feel like im collapsing; mentally and physically. There s too much for me to handle; assignments, tasks, disapppointment.

Tears are just part of my life. Sometimes, I just need someone to lend me their shoulders and let me cry out, telling me all will be fine.

GREAT DAY

2010-06-05T12:37:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a GREATGREATDAY:D

I woke up late in the afternoon (had not done that in years) and woke up and started watching XJT videos and watched 2D1N vids. Suddenly had the craving for zombie game, digged out the vid and watched. I LAUGHED LIKE A MAD WOMAN, luckily I was alone in the room. HAHAH SUPER FUNNY CANNNN! I shall go dig out indoor hide and seek video later!:D LMAO

Then went to TP for CSC. On the way there, hey XJT is on FB, saw what he uploaded, its damn funnaye! Then after a while he changed profile picture! OMG! I was the FIRST to comment on it! I thought a day like this will never come *O*

Then happily+nervously, I went to CSC. Had meeting, and then games. The people are nice laaaaa, but afterall it s still a first meeting; so I feel awkward. In one of the game , Im supposed to answer the 5 important things in my life (starts singing its my life).

1.Family (DUH, without them; I wont be here)
2.Friends (Tongzhi, LOVE, Parrapai,Mabel...)
3.Studies
4.CCA Friends (PA,LEO) At this stage, I couldnt think of anything, and I said...
5. XJT!

HAHAHAH! And they were like who s that?! And the ex chairman knows! She started singing WangFei and they ask me if I know how to sing not and sing for them! *sweats* Im even shy to sing with TZM still sing to them. I ll faint there mann, then they say next time go Kbox with them must sing. DIES. After that game, we played a game is that you need to guess someone drawing something on the board. Then I thought of lihuan and mabel~ Once, its either the prelim period or the Olvl period. We were too bored studying and started playing a game like that. Awwwwwww, I miss those lovely days....

Then it was 1030~ Ended and Daddy fetched me and I went home. Yea babaye, its FRIDAY NIGHT! 2D1N is ON! HAHA Then before I sleep I check XJT s sina and facebook again. GAWD, he just updated 26seconds before me! I feel like, WOAH SECOND TIME OF THE DAY! It feels like he s just so near, the only that separates us is the laptop monitor. Nothing else.

And I slept happily with the feeling of XJT s prescence beside me ((((:

MACROECONS

2010-06-01T23:26:00.006+08:00

Macroecons paper is ohkay today. They give marks so freely make me feel very nervous, its like I feel that I wrote very little. Olvl to earn one pathetic mark write like mad laaa. Ya, hope I can ace in this paper:D

Left with RHT. DREADSSSSSSSSSSS. Shall mugggg, last paper and its holidayyyyy! :D

Anyway, today I saw an article, DAMN ANGRY. GOD MADE ANIMALS FOR TESTING I believe no gods will teach you bad. Every religion, there s people following because it gives people mental support. They give you good mindset, they change people for the better. Example Buddhism teaches you to let go of everything and not be blinded by greed, and always to remember our ancestors (thats why we burn offerings and etc, its part of our practice. If you think its silly, shut up and show some respect), as for other religion, Im not sure. But I know all are good, I respect the different types of religion. (but some people pisses me off; srsly where s the respect?!) & I cannot stand people who just say everything is by god. If that thing you mention is good; okay fine! But when its something so bad like what the article stated, I dont think your god will want you to credit him for THAT. Whatsoever, I just dont like people to do things, and say its in the name of god. What if one day I slap you, then I told you I did it in the name of buddha? You surely wont like it too? Gods are good, STOP pushing the blame on them. They re so busy, they ve got to answer like millions of prayers each day, give them a break.

I read another article, LONGINES IS UNDER SWATCH GROUP! OMG, rich la swatch group. Omega s under them too. My favourite Cartier is under Richemont! But the richest will definitely be the LVMH, they sell things from wine and spirits to cosmetics and of course, the famous brand louis vuitton is under them as well. The boss s family 4 generations dont work also can survive okayy! Whereas in some parts of the world, they may not even afford a LV bag after working like a cow for their entire life.

It ll be nice if the rich will send some money AND love to the poor; not to treat them like beggars.

It ll be a wonderful world then. We all know its impossible to build a world that we all wish to have - one thats filled with love, people living in harmony. But, we can always do our best and make the world a better place!:D *michael jackson starts singing heal the world*

POMPOM

2010-05-31T19:01:00.003+08:00

POM is OHKAY:D Hope the other 2 paper will be like this or even better:D
For now, I shall transform into a

Oh, just now when i was walking home, i saw this cute doggy! veryvery cuteeee! its like so furry and so obedient! It even walk to me!! But sadly it only has 3 legs, but its a GOOD DOG. Unlike my neighbour s dog, got four legs everyday bark like mad dog. BADDOG! Howww i wish i have a dog)):

Midsemtest

2010-05-30T20:01:00.004+08:00

Tomorrow s the start of midsemtests!D:

Tomorrow s POM, tue s Macroecons, thurs RHT. RHT = DEATH! Hope i ll master everything by wednesday. Hope I can get A for all subject and get a pretty GPA of 4! *drools*

LEESY AHHH,

happymonsters.tumblr.com

ilovetalktingtomyself(:

CSC

2010-05-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

IM IN CSC MAIN COMM!:D D:

Im like happy and so sadd. Its like its a joy to get in, but its sad that lihuan didnt get in. Yup, so thats it. Hope i ll still get some free time to work sometimes, and hope things will be fine for me. Mid sem test is coming, I hope everything will go smoothly.

saddd

2010-05-26T22:29:00.006+08:00

Life s been quite sad recently.

Smth happened in school.

And i feel so unwell. its like, first i had a VERY BAD sorethroat. On my birthday. Then i ate medicine, my sorethroat is okay:D But here comes flu and my throat starts producing loadsa phelgm. FEEL SUPER HORRIBLE. The flu is not like normal flu, it just keep flowing all day long, yes even when i bathe-.- But now, my flu stops but it becomes damn thick and blocks my nose): And phlegm situation did not get any better.

On a happier note, XJT created a sina account and is super active on it. He s super cute and posts silly funny videos there too(: ILOVEYOUBOY:D And just now some CSC ppl called me, tmrw im going for the interview for entering the maincomm:D Hope i get in with huanhuan. But they say need high commitment level, maybe cant work alrdd): I kinda miss working somehowww. Meeting crazy funny nice bad customers; the feeling s great.

Life s confusing me. Is it Just bad, or though bad most of the times but we still get joy occasionally or just good? I dont know.

P/S To everyone who s really nice to me (You know who you are:D), I just wanna say

Happy birthday mabel! :D

2010-05-23T20:23:00.005+08:00

HAPPYBIRTHDAY MABEL!:D

Today went to meet MABEL(: Its been real long since I saw her, so was damn happy when i meet up with her today and huanhuan. Wanted to eat YTF at the coffeeshop behind PHS, but found out they nvr sell alrd)): SADDD, my memory with lihuan and mabel gone, lidat. But well, after that sang happy birthday song and went to Bishan library. Another fond memory of our s. Library was like mad crowded and we end up sitting on the floor._. Then youcammed! HAHAHA

I love mabel, of course lihuan too(((:

stupid candles ranaway-.-

More photos with lihuannnnn!:D

Collage

2010-05-22T17:55:00.005+08:00

Think its a lil' empty, when I have more photos, I ll put it in(: WOOHOOOOOOOO! My lappy is fixed, thanks to the 2 people in cybercentre!:D The uncle inside super niceeeeee! He help me to recover the lappie and even helped me to download the anti-virus software!:DD Stop disliking the younger guy in cybercentre la, he s nice too(: He knows XJT TOO! and he s the one who went online to help me to go internet and find out how to recover the lappie without the recovery disc. If i do at home, I sure die! LOL! After that took photo with uncle!:D

WOOHOO:D I ve got a bunch of crazy poly friends! HAHA. Poly life is crazily fun, but I still miss those good ol' days in PHS.

family matters

2010-05-12T21:57:00.002+08:00

Something happened at my family. My uncle came back from thailand, and hey, his wife is sosososososo mean! She s trying all means to snatch whatever that s left with my uncle; including his precious daughter that s not even born by her. WTH you must be thinking, me too. She keep teaching the small innocent girl bad values and even taught the girl to tell her dad that she wants to live in a condo, buy one for her. How can a 8 year old speak like that?! Now the girl dont even want to dine with her dad. How nice right-.- My uncle married to her and yea, raised her son and daughter. Bought them bungalows and hey, now the son is trying to forge my uncle s signature to sign company s documents. HEY, how drama rama. But its the truth, how ugly the world can get.

Now, my uncle cant go home and is staying at my house. Im okay with that cos the only not convenient thing is that I ve to wear my bra. He s nice la and he s so ke qi that he dont even take his clothes off when his like SO HOT. gosh, he s very cute and nice(: Why that woman is so bad, I srsly dont understand. Give her company shares and stuff, she still wants to hog onto that lil girl. She s SO MEAN. From young till now, I dont like her. And I never will.

Yesterday before we sleep, I saw my uncle looking at his handphone, I know he misses his daughter. He also told me he miss his daughter. I feel really sad for her and how i wish i can box the shit out of the evil woman. He s actually a very funny and happy man. That day our air con was leaking, he thought its the sound of our DROOL! HAHA how can one possibly drool so loudly! HAHAHAHHAS. So cute right. But he s been sighing these days and yea, i can sense that he s not happy):

Sometimes I wonder, is the world really so dark. It seems that everyone out there, is doing everything with a motive in their minds. Why-

3m home organisers

2010-04-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

Please ignore the previous posts, im having severe PMS. Now Im fine, unhappy blood flowing away~

3m organiser this time. Im only earning basic i think. So difficult to sell): But i met interesting people(: LASTLAST week went to homefix at marina square. The area is so confined, and its so BORING there. Time crawling super slowly, super boreddd. Then I met this uncle, he s my first customer!! He bought 2 organisers from me and before he left he told me "I think that s all i need. Thanks, i think your service is very good. Keep it up" OMGGG i can srsly rmb every single word he says. I really thank him, i feel so happy. The next day at homefix, I was stoning. This angmoh came and said "I swear god I thought you re a mannequin! You were standing there like *poses*" hahahs damn cutee!

Last sat, went carrefour. LOST. So bigg uhhhhhhhh! Then its like everyone thought im a directory and started asking me directions! Im not familiar with that place either!! HAHA. Then I served a angmoh, he s damn funnyyyyy. I told him the directions then after a while he walk pasted me again, he smiled at me and winked! WOOHOOOOOOOO. I thought I melted then. Super cute!xDDD Then sunday, savco uncle came and helped me to move the stock outside, cos he thinks i damn pathetic hidden in the corner. Then moved out, talked to the roman promoter and stuff. made friends with china superv! HAHA he asked me to go carrefour be cashier! LOL so boring!! -dislikes- but he s nice la :DDD got pervv customers scare me and ewwww they disgust me.

Also, i seriously hate the parents who do not stop their children from riding bicycles/scooters in carrefour. Hell, cant you see the place is SUPER CROWDED!? children ownself fall, i dont care. What if they bang into some old ppl or pregnant woman?!Then parents ll just say they re just kids, they everything also dunno; dont blame them. RUBBISH. Then parents know the consequence, why they re not doing the right thing?! I even saw this woman asking her daughter to ride the bicycle to show her dad. bullshit-.- So irresponsible. HATES.

. . .

2010-04-21T23:45:00.002+08:00

what has exactly gotten over me? i ve been feeling down ever since dont know when. and im not feeling good now either. i want to laugh out, but i cant. it seems that everything s going against me. im like, i dont think i can suppress that DOWN feeling anymore. any moment now, i might just break down in tears. it feels so badddd. i dislike this feeling, but i cant get it off my mind. HATES. can westlife keep singing against all odds at my ears. i need it. badly.

boohoo

2010-04-21T18:01:00.003+08:00

where s that happy and high shiyun.
someone help me to look out for her-

Adecco.

2010-04-14T00:03:00.004+08:00

Come to think of it, one of the best choice that I ve made these few months is to join Adecco(: Like HEY! They seriously give me good jobs, those with good or bad pay, but most importantly, every job I met nice people. I like this feeling(((((((: Let me jot down the things that I still remember during the different jobs(:

Raymax - WORST JOB EVER! Everyday go move the damn shoes in and out, high targets that are not attainable. Stress from CRYSTAL! ahahahas. But hey, that job I met joseph! The crazy ass that s so pro in DOTA and plays it during WORK! hahahahhhas. He embarrasses me all the time but I know he s a nice guy(: He s nice to chat with :D Next is the crazy boss that talked to me about muay thai when crystal is talking! HAHAHA at that moment Im so happy cos Crystal was such a bitch then!! However, the last few days, crystal is nice to us la. -unhates her(:- hahahahs. Also met some nice ppl like fake derek, Mr meetup, Z and shuai PCC! :D

Mymailmoment @TP - HAYLO! Thats the first job adecco gave meee!! :D Super happy working time with Diin and LaoBeng(: Everyday play like madd but we also worked hard to acheive that target. We displayed teamwork so well and HEY! We got the target and our commission $u$ Thats the first job that Im working with a friend and we got a new friend! We even gave him a new name Zedric!:D TP has many nice people esp the AVIATION:D They keep helping us to pull people to sign up for us(:

POKKA (merchandiser) - MET LAMEASS RICKY! :D The job that you worked for 3 hours but you get paid for 6hours. HAHAHA. MY partner is Sherman(: HEY I RMB YOU! HAHAHS, seriously, sherman and I CANT talk. Our conversation will last at most 10 sentences, we DONT click AT ALL! But Ricky is like a LAO XIAO HAI, we can talk. Where got people everyday after work go bugis play LAN one?! LAUGHS. The job also met LAZY RANDYYYYY~~ Everything also push to us, that day asked him to help us then he abit bu shuang me! HAHA but he s nice to me too(: He s the only one who wanted me - the only female merchandiserrr~~ HAHAS met Uncle (dont know his name) also- he dont talk much but LAUGHS ALOT at me-ricky s lame conversations.

POKKA (promoter) - MET ZUL! He DOES NOT HELP ME AND EVERYTIME DUNNO ORDER SO MANY 1.5 Litre DRINKS FOR WHAT! It was a tiring jobbb. Everyday move stocks, 1box of 1.5l equals to 18l lehh!! I must move them ALL-.- HATEES, but I gained muscle(: SERSIOUSLY NOT LYING. Then I met POHEE(: The Tiger girl, damn sweet and nice always help me with the stock(: We ll go guy gazing. HAHAHA. And of course Long ge and phillip. HATES THEM but hey I love them too(: They always go tell haoren things that he shldnt hear and crap that is NOT true at all! But they always help me when I have difficulty eg hand too short to reach the drinks and stuff, they ll come over and help me. Everyday there is like playinggggg!! :D I miss TIGIRL! D:

3M @AMK - Met auntie anne(: She s very nice and friendly! :D Meet zeewee and setup lame boy. HAHAHA I remember after the first day I worked at 3m, my feet were BURNING. But second day onwards its fine alrd. The job is pretty easy laaa, quite easy to sell and got ppl to talk to(: Lizhi the scotchbrite girl got sacked after the first week but second week got the roadshow ppl come talk to me(: Setup lameboy is irritatingggg. But damn sad the fact that the scotchbrite auntie very lazy always irritate me and I ve to climb up and down the TALL ladder to bring the mops and stuff. SCARYYY.

Telemarketing - BOOHOOOO!! At first okay, but hey its so boring and ppl are meann): But peishan and baoting are nice ppl(: Okay others all bad memories; NEXTTT

Freshkon - BESTJOB EVER! :D At first went there, damn lost! I thought the people all dislike me or what damn sad. But turn out they re all nice friendly people(: Joshua (my partner) is funny and dumb. LOLL! The other ppl at the roadshow (Chloe Gillian Ewen Fishgirl) DAMN NICE! :D Cos they always help us cos joshua and I damn noob. HAHA then Fishgirl super pro at selling contact lens, she sold quite afew pairs for us. And at the end of the day, suddenly all the customers rush in to buy, they all came to help out. *so touched* HAHAS LOVES THEM :D Gillian is damn cute and when she s tired, instead of sitting down she jumps around!!HAHA Chloe will help us promote the contacts after promoting her solution and Fishgirl will teach us how to sell. They even asked me to join them for steamboat on sunday night! But I dont dare to go home late so )): But still, Sweet and Nice people! LOVEEE! Goodpay DOUBLE LOVE!

Mymailmoment @NUS - STABS MICHAEL! He only knows how to bootlick Yvonne and dont do his job well. HEYYOOO?! When nat and I are so busy at level 2 creating a illegal booth there, you re telling people that they dont have to know so much just signup?! WHATTHEHELL. We are grabbing people non stop, running up and down to replenish the stock and you re slacking down there. SHITYOU. Then Yvonne also damn pissed me off that time whereby she called me and DEMANDED I go down to the booth at level 1 stating that there was a crowd when there s only like 3 ppl signing up?! HEY level 2 can at least grab 6 ppl at a time. DOUBLE. Was complaining to nat and opps, she got me. GIVEUPPPPP~ But we met Christina Ong, the very nice 'cousin' that helped us to get loadsa ppl to sign up and the very person who let us know there re more people at level 2. Without her, we ll definitely not hit the target. *kisses christina and STABS MICHAEL*

Nivea - Im so bored thereeeee. But I get to sms and talk to followme auntie though she s terrifying. HAHAS. The commission is peaaaa but I meet alot of good people. Good Daddy, good husbands. Wives are always throwing wet blankets, DISLIKES. *note to self, never be like them* The cutest are the Indian tourists and the Indian husband who called back to India to ask his wife what cocoabutter she wants. LOVES(L)

Procter and Gamble - WHOA, I thought I was going to have mental breakdown that time. Ive to count endless receipts and input all the data into the computer, WORSE : CALL THEM. The receipts SO MANY, one day I even stayed back till 8 to arrange them in alphabetical order. Im dilligent and hardworking, thanks. But the adecco people (Michelle, Serene, CaiXuan, Felicia, Shirley) are damn nice to me(: Got one day they see I sian they all helped me with the receipts! LOVEEEEEE! When I on jam hsiao songs they ll sing also. HAHA Damn cute, they re very nice people, its a BADjob but GOODcolleagues(:

Colgate - Met teresaa! :D Nice mommy and she does everythingggg! They called me to be a merchandiser, but Im doing mostly admin. hahahahs. She s very nice to me(:

Done so many jobs, but most loved is still MMM @TP :D HAHAHAS, but I enjoyed all laaa. Nice people are like everywhere. When poly starts, Im so afraid I ve no time to work. BOOHOO. Working is LOVEEEE (L)

Mum is rushing me to treat herrrr, but Im so broke now. After I treat her, Im officially a BROKER!D: But I cant reject her, just hope pay is QUICKLY IN,_,

蕭敬騰:DDDDDD

2010-04-10T23:26:00.007+08:00

I love you because you can sing so well (:
I love you because your mole on your left chin is so sexy(:
I love you because you can play the drums so well(:
I love you because you re so kindd(:
I love you because you re so good at piano when you ve learn it for only 11years(:
I love you because you re so shyy and act like a piece of wood at times(:
I love you because you re so quiet(:
I love you because you look so good in whatever hairstyles you re in(:
I love you because you look so funny and weird whenever you dance(:
I love you because you wrapped your big hands around mine so firmly on 110310(:
I love you because you smiled so brightly to me that very day(:
I love you because you made me cried like a mad woman on the concert day cos it all ended(:
I love you because you came to singapore to hold a concert, it s like a dream come true(:
I love you because you can speak english so well(:
I love you because you act so cutely without you yourself even noticing it(:
I love you because you re so humble(:
I love you because you re so playful(:
I love you because you re so kind to your cats(:
I love you because you make me feel all high to think that you existed(:
I love you because you are XJT :D

Im crazyyyyyyyyyy

BADMOOOOOOOOD

2010-04-09T23:09:00.002+08:00

Im sosososososososososo irritated by YOU.
Infront of others and behind others you act so differently.
How can you act like you re so kind and nice and caring and etc when you re so totally NOT.
What irks me the most is that you do not use your brain to talk.
REALLLLLLLY HATEYOU.

Dont even want to see your damn rotting face!

))))))))))):

2010-04-04T00:22:00.001+08:00

So feel like crying now.
So damn pissed,
so irritated.

SHUTUP.

WOOHOOOOOOOO

2010-04-02T02:14:00.002+08:00

its almost 5 days that Im on off mode; meaning that im not working. It feels so goooooodd after working so harddddddd. Monday, was rotting at home. Tuesday went to submit timesheet and stayover at wendy's. Tuesday was tengteng s birthday, bought a montblanc, sang him happy birthday and ate his cake! hahahahas. Had a filling lunch at Just Acia that day with diin wendy nat. -Loves- Wednesday went to submit wendy s stuff and chatted. LOVES AGAIN. Night went to dine with aunt cos its her birthday! :D I love my aunt, she s very very nice to me; she s like my godmother. Thursday, which is today (technically yesterday) went back to PHS to collect Olvl cert and stuff. Rita is so damn lazy that she didnt even edit the testimonial that lihuan helped me to write. Bloody short-.- Nevermind, Im not ending me education at just Olvls, so lets just forget it-.-

Remember the good, Forget the bad.

BUSYYYYYYYY!

2010-03-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

Next monday is the day I get my freedom. Im so tired that my eyelids feel like 1 ton._. Weekdays 9 to 6, weekends 12 to 9. Ive been working from 11 march all the way till now with only 1 day off. IM DYING~~~ Monday I shall rot at home:DDD Meeting Bri in the evening(: Hope I still havent forget the econs stuff._.

List of jobs for March
-Prudential
-Nivea
-Freshkon
-P&G
-Singpost.

I need more cash ._____. This month expense REAL HIGH-.-

WENDYS BIRTHDAY!

2010-03-08T00:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENDY! :DDD

Who says our friendship will deprove after we graduate from PHS?! The person's BULLSHIT! Today, diin and jess went to bishan park first to prepare our surprise party. Im late sorry,__, Went there to blow the balloons and soon wendy and co arrived! LOL, we tried to hide but gave up. Sang birthday song and played uno stacko(?), took photos! We are near the dogrun park, so we get to see LOADSA DOGS! Super CUTE!! hahahahs. I took a photo with a golden poodle(cross breed), it has a bigger head than me can! It even tried to lick me! hahahahs.

Went to amkhub, bought a organiser and cashbook. I shall STARE AT HOW I SPEND. Pay is in, Im happy(: But the money will be gone soon this month, my dad's birthday and aunt's birthday will cost me a BOMB. But I ll still be happy, cos they are important people in my life(:

I hope wendy is happy today, Im sacrificing my sleep for her nowww, I didnt sleep well for the past 2days._. But my day is well spent today(: TONZHI IS OH-SO-GREAT! :D I dont want our friendship to just end like that, I want it to last forever. I know it will.

CNY

2010-02-19T00:43:00.005+08:00

Chu Yi - Darn bored, my dad was shocked at my dress. Ate Arnold's for dinner, super yummy and ate yoghurt for supper. Cute thing of the day: Zanden pointed at Jayden (they are not brothers) and shouted "HAHAHA YOU CANNOT SEE LANG SAI (lion dance)!" when Ah kiat cousin carried him and kyan up. Kyan and Zanden are such great kids as compared to tyrant Jayden.

Chu Er - went to mother s side relatives' houses, went home. Rani who dropped my iPhone on chu xi broke my cookie monster necklace on purpose. I swear I wanted to slap her at that moment. She s lucky that I have HIGH EQ. When she dropped my iPhone, I literally cried man, then my cousin say I cry so easily-.- Damn it, I used my own money buy one and I myself never even dropped it la. CMI. Cute Thing OTD : Eileen's kid (REEVE) and AhRu's kid (CHARLENE) came, super cute looking kids. Well disciplined and angmoh-looking. Eileen's kid called AhRu's kid "jiejie" but called her "ah ru" instead of auntie. HAHAHA super cute cann!! And when he saw my phone, he thought its his dad one and he started dragging the pages to find his game. A very gentle and cute kid(: Jayden was damn naughty, then Reeve went to beat the bed angrily and smile to us the next moment! When you ask them to hug you, they ll open their arms wide and come to you to hug you!! SUPER CUTEZXS! I LOVE THEM!!

Chu San - Tongzhi came to my house, we played monopoly. Wendy and I are real estate tycoons! We made great investments like building hotels and buying property from people! HAHAHAH. Diin and Jess owe us like 10k each, damn funny. Then slacked and went to LO HEI. Ate steamboat till 8 and they left, thankyou(: Iate loadsa pineapple tarts that day.

Chu Si - went to adecco to return timesheet. Went to Wendy's to eat, yummy and damn FILLING! Went to National Museum and took a look at the Quest for Immortality gallery. FREE TIX! Loves sistic! Its so cool got the mummies and stuff. Then went to other galleries. Some are creepy and didnt dare to step in, example - Fashion and Photography galleries. Went home, got some serious headache, which I thought was caused by the thingy we saw at the museum shop. Homed, felt sick. Sore throat, headache and fever. Hard time trying to swallow stupid panadol-.-

Today. Woke up, my sis rejected some job adecco offerred thinking Im too sick. 1hour 8bucks eh! Answer telephone calls only. I am happy slacking all day.(:

CHALET COMING!;D

TEEHEEHEE

2010-02-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

Pokka job is really tiring. I ve got SO MANY STOCKS waiting for me almost everyday. My stupid idiotic supervisor dunno do what crap, always order so many 1.5litre drinks. 1 box damn heavy cannnn! 18litres eh! I have muscles already, REALLY!

Then my working people are nice(: Tiger, FnN, carlsberg are my friends! We are a team~ Hahahahs. Then they are nice. They help me to move the stocks and when they see me having difficulty to reach my stuff, they ll help me. When they see me bad mood, they ll try to cheer me up. But they re also a bunch of idiots. FnN that day went to put a teardrop-shaped stressball at his chest and frightened a customer, tiger burped that day and disgusted the customer, carlsberg like to shoot my ears and say I look like a kinderartener. Then when I tell them the Moley at the NTUC is cute, they tell him. (how sweet right) Then FnN will go tell moley stupid rubbish that I never said before, Carlsberg went to take moley s number for me( I threw it away, damn shy can?!), tiger will tease me when we see him. But moley is nice and friendly ;DDDD Tiger likes another guy call specky! HAHAHA Moley and Specky are friends(: Tiger and i like to peep at them during work, then we ll go HIGHHHHH! hahahhahaha. Tomorrow s my last day of work already): Will take a team photo and hope to take photo with moley;D He s niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!♥♥

HAOREN = 好人♥♥♥

Merchandiser.

2010-01-29T00:07:00.005+08:00

WARNING! VERY LONG POST!

Today went to work((: At first very scared Ricky they all are angry with me, cos I ponned yesterday. LOL! Im lame, I know-..- Reached CCK and called Ricky and he friggin asked me to go shop or lim kopi (drink coffee), cos the stock havent arrive! LOL, I was still panicking cos I was about to be late at that time. Then I went from level 1 of Lot 1 to level 3 and from level 3 to level 1. Then I remembered CCK have library! Then I randomly asked a passerby where's the library and checked the directory. Then from level 1, I went up to level 4. SO LAME-..- And the super lame thing is that CCK library only opens at 11! Normal libraries open at 1000, why do they need that extra hour?! *ponders* Played oven break outside for like 20mins, and went in. I FRIGGIN FOUND THE BOOK "sense and sensibility" BY JANE AUSTEN! HOW GREAT IS THAT! ;D Then went to book search for "pride and prejudice", it stated "NOT ON LOAN". So I went to check out, although they write the code is TAV, but Im so sure its AUS. Cos the other time when I wanted to borrow the Emily Bronte's book, they also wrote its by TAV, then it ended up at BRO. I went to AUS, found nothing. So went to TAV try, nothing there also. Then I was so paranoid that I went to look at the books the librarians are arranging and new arrivals, NOTHING. Walked from TAV to AUS back and forth for dunno how many times. Then Sherman (partner) came to tell me Ricky and friend is picking us.

Went to meet them, they are happy to see me(: Im great!;D Then the new uncle is niceeee! ;DD When I carry 2 boxes (24cans) at a same time, then he'll come to me and say "Slowly la, one at a time." Then cos Im a girl, he ask me to tape up the 24s variety pack while they do the adjustments. So sweet right!;D Actually I dont think its heavy, its manageable. But they're all very very very nice to me(: Then went to lunch, FUNNY THINGS HAPPEN! LOL! Randy went to buy food and partner went to buy drinks. So me, uncle, ricky were sitting there talking, then uncle ask me about the O levels stuff. Then he say what his son study normal stream only, then ricky say "See la, always play games never teach your child properly." Then I said "你没资格讲他。你这个老小孩！" Then Uncle started laughing and ricky starts to deny and crap. We all know he s a game addict. *nods*

Then another conversation is that they say maybe saturday need me to work, cos maybe got new stocks arriving. Then I told them I cant, cos Im working with 3M too. Then Randy say I traitor and take leave that day, cos Pokka more important! LOL! Then I told them cant, cos the pay is super good and the people there very nice to me. Also, the auntie old already, if I dont work she ll be the one climbing up and down, super dangerous. Then Ricky say "We not very nice to you meh!?" Then Randy start bombing me like "They got give you free drinks meh?!" "They got treat you lunch?!" and etc. Damn funnnny! Then I told him, "They never treat me drinks, but the commission I earn can buy like 50bottles of their drinks!" Then ricky and uncle started calculating and say my pay very good. HAHAHA. Then they ask me why never jio Sherman also, then I tell them "我跟他不是很熟" Then they burst out into laughter.

Then Randy told me Im the only female merchandiser, then he say everyone dont want take me, cos female cant carry heavy stuff (LIKESHIT!). Then he say he take me cos I can motivate the guys. CRAP! LOL. Then Ricky said he was satisfied with my work okay~ WOOOOO! Then I told them I ll be Pokka promoter during feb, then Ricky say "Aiya pokka drinks very easy to sell one la, the brand wil sell itself." Then I say "Must also see who selling what!" Uncle heard and 喷饭! Hahahhahs! The lunch is funny laaaa! Was bickering with Randy and Ricky and they cannot outtalk me! WAHAHAHHA! Then after the lunch, Ricky told me Randy just now abit not happy cos he cant take jokes. LOL, I dont caree. After that he also never do anything to me((: I didnt ate much cos really got no appetite. I ate less than 1/2 plate of rice, and they say I 减肥-....-

Then went to another petrol kiosk, the yeo's guy say "Randy, you employ tiny people lidat ah?! *pointing to me*" Then I heard and damn unhappy and complain to sherman and stare at the yeo's guy. Whats with all the stereotyping-..- Girls can do what guys do also. STOP IT! Then was like damn hot and like sauna, everyone sweating like mad. Suddenly Ricky started singing and I told him "Dont sing la, will rain later. *thinks awhile* Nevermind you sing, very hot now, the rain will cool us down." Then on the way to the next petrol kiosk, it REALLY RAINED! LOLOLOL! Then ricky say he got power to call for rain. LAME! He does alot of such lame things during work, example he see the pokka shirt. Then he will start "SII-PAA-KER-LING" and keep repeating! LOLL! Then keep moving and stuff, damn tired todayyy! Ended at 1844, normally we end around 1plus, 2plus one uh!! Took photo with sherman, since its the last day we re seeing each other. When we went separate ways I checked my phone, I FORGOT TO SAVE! Nice one sy, you re so smart.

Tomorrow maybe working, maybe not. I kinda wish Im working((: Ricky is really niceeeee! And today he ask me to work with them next year! I told him maybe cannot cos next year have to study and he say "study also can do part time jobs" But its like really weekdays and people are studying, so maybe cant. D: So happy he ask me to work with them next year! ;D They never 嫌弃me, and the fact they invite me shows that they enjoyed working with me!;D I like working with them also, cos they re really nice to me. And although Ricky is real lame (&I always complain to him about it), but I appreciate all his lameness cos it makes my job not so boring. Our crappy conversations make this job the most enjoyable one(: Yea, if he reads this, he s going to be damn cocky-.- HE WILL, he s a 老小孩! hahahahs.

And XJT is coming to singapore for a concert. Nat and I are going!((:
I SAY HIPHIP, YOU SAY HURRAY! ;DDDDDDDD (did this to ricky at last petrol kiosk and he replied "too tired nowww" LOL! He was still singing "GO GO POWER RANGER!" a couple of hours ago.)

Classreunion!

2010-01-22T21:58:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I went to my Pri6 class reunion, it was quite fun((: Went to buy food with them and Vanessa super funny! She went to a random person who was also ordering food to ask for butter! LOL! Then the person was like STUNNED! LOL! Laugh like mad! Ryan lai was like trying to psycho me and make me regret that I didnt go TK. TK is the best school to him man, PHS is okay what! Then he told me about the 2funny outcasts in his class, super weirdos! Then went to cycle and waited for the people to come! Then at night after BBQ, we started gossiping about the people in our class, expecially tatjia. LOL, she s the one who links us together. Then played the pass the msg game. Ryan started with 我要去厕所小便大便. Then Vanessa translated it to cantonese and as we passed it, it became oi ji soy oi ji soy oi, then after we pass to Terence yak, it became Goreng Pisang! LOLLL! Then the next round we passed 西瓜很甜，椰子很酸。Then terence yak change it to "whatwhatwhat 牙齿很酸" LOL! Then last one was "Carls junior has big burger meal with water" Then it became Carls junior has bread and water after terence. LOL! He s a 老鼠屎！Then Felicia sent me and Ryan home! ;D My pri6 friends are all damn smart! Almost all single digit pointer and going VJC, HCI, ACJC and stuff. Smarties are who they are!

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Today went to adecco with nat and diin to collect the Pokka shirt and attend some training by that guy! LOL, that guy super funny! The room was like friggin cold and nat only wore a tank, then she was like hugging herself or something. Then the guy went to tell her to stop doing that (in a friendly manner), cos she making him feel cold. He was wearing a vondutch jacket okay! -....- Then his chinese is like CMI one! He wanted to say 推销 (promote), but he said 退休 (retire)! LOL then we started laughing and diin went to correct him. Hahahs, then he go complain to the other auntie who was also attending the training that we bully him! LOL!! He s funny la!

Then when we re going home, Serene asked me if I can work on some days (pointing at the calender). I see no 27-29 jan then I just replied yes without thinking. LOL! After that then I found out its TOMORROW! LOL. Then serene briefed us and yea, I havent read my notes. DAMN. Lets hope I can handle it tomorrow;DD And my schedule s full! Im only free on 25/1 (going out with TZ), 26/1 (maybe going out with pri6 friends), 1-3/2. But if Randy call me to work on these days, I ll accept! ;D Im now pokka merchandiser, pokka promoter and 3m promoter ;D

Call me 打工仔！

ASS!

2010-01-19T17:13:00.005+08:00

LOL! Today worked with Ricky! Since Gary and YY are superheroes, then Ricky is the superstar!;D Partner was late and he told Randy we start work at 10.30, WOW! He s a SPY sent by Randy!! Went to the jurongwest petrol kiosk, coloured poster and wanted to left, suddenly RANDY CAME! LOL! Then he went to see, he saw a small hole and wanted us to move the whole thingy! CRAZY AH! Lucky Ricky came out an idea to block up, if not move the whole thing very tiring one leh! Then on the way going to clementi that time, we gossiped about the evil woman and Randy! LOL! Super retarded and funny. Went to clementi to finish up and very quickly finished up our work! Then he wanted to treat us drinks.
I was colouring the poster then he say: " want drinks a not?!"
Then I shook my head, then he ask "Want my saliva?!"
I made a disgusted face at him and say NO! EEEEEK! Then he started braggin his saliva got power, can build muscles-.- Ricky is a piece of crazy shit! Then he drove us to Bugis, he wants to play LAN-..-

Talked about stupid things again, he said he once saw a woman wearing red panty when he looked up at the escalator! And the funny thing was he strike 4D that particular day!! LOL then we say he should buy another panty to thank that girl then he say should buy G-string! LOL! Then talked about pay and Pokka people again. Heard that Gary always got complained, so sad uh. He s really very nice eh! Then dunno talk until what (you ll never believe how crappy out conversations are), then he say what he SOLID ONE! LOL, must be bragging again-.- Then I say "Your ass la! Solid-..-" Then he treat it as "Your ass la, solid!" LOL! Then he say "Ya, I know my butt very firm and solid!" and what I keep byo-ing his butt, make him paiseh-..- CMI LA! Why will I want to see a 37yr old butt-..-! LOL! This is how we talk, you can now imagine how stupid is the conversation between a normal 16yr old girl and a crazy 37yr old man. (at least its more interesting than those between me and my partner.....) Ended work at ~~1700~~ 1.30. ;D

ITS RETARDED.

TEAM GARY!

2010-01-18T23:52:00.003+08:00

Okay, yesterday I thought Gary is some evil pig. Im WRONG! He s really nice!;D Today reached around 9.20 and text Gary( was still thinking he s evil), then he told me to find his colleagues. And I stupidly asked a SUPER RETARDED question, "who are your colleagues?" Obviously are those who re wearing the Pokka tee laaa! What was on my mind yo?! Must be half asleep at that time, so super early. Went to see the place that we re going to set up, DAMN! The tent is so small and the stocks are piled up TALLLL! I thought "We are doomed..." Then Gary came! At first cnnt find floor plan(started scolding them being so inefficient), waited like damnnnnn longgg! Then around 11, start shifting cos the cokacola person reached already. 7-11 then sent a person to help look after the stock. The coke person s pants superr LOOSE! Then its like I can friggin see half of his butt. I DONT LIKE IT! ITS SUPER GROSS CANNNNN! My evil aura female supervisor's supervisor(lets just call her evil woman) came and told him to wear his pants properly and he said "I dont mind laaa!" Then I was like-.....- Im still young, you ruined my virgin eyes! LOL. Then at the tent there super lost, they really treat me like a weak and soft girl. All they ask me to do is to colour the posters, tape up the opened boxes and some minor stuffs. When I finished those stuffs, then I got to help out by carrying the cartons! LOL I just found out is 24 cans per carton, but its not heavy la. Yup, moved and stuff, I found out their arrangement don t have order one, unlike ricky's. But they use far much moreee time!!

Went to afew more places and homed. Oh ya, evil woman keeps calling me 小朋友，小妹妹！ LOL, I dont think they know my name yo. My names xpy and xmm-..- But evil woman s quite nice to us, only bad to uncle tiong. They keep shooting each other "subtly", the atmosphere is scary._. And evil woman is a heavy smoker, she even smoked on the car!! Whenever I breathed in and smelt the smoke, I feel like Im gonna get lung cancer T_T Also, I was sitting in the middle seat of the car, then I found out my partner and YongYi (YY, Gary's childhood friend) are peeping when Im texting and stuff! LOL! My partner talked about ricky's message (super sarcastic-..- he text us at 1600 to ask "how s our work?", obviously he know its baddd!). Then after the last petrol kiosk of the day, YY and Gary talked to me. YY went to tell Gary my phone wallpaper is my boyf. I was like LOL! He peep at my phone and still tell his friend the wrong thing! Then I show him its my friend-wendy! Then he still blame us wear cap for what! LOL, whats wrong with wearing caps?! Then talked about O lvls and stuff (everyone ask me when they see me-..-), and they told me they knew each other from young and they last time studied near my house! (Ya, they know where I live-..-, like lihuan!) LOL, reached home feel super guilty cos I like did no help, so texted Gary to tell him sorry and thanks for being a HEROOOO! He s Superman and YY is Batman! Okay, I admit Im lame. But the 2 of them are really nice! They even waved me goodbye on the car!! *inserts loadsa hearts*

Working with this team is tiring because:
-Work all the way till 6
-Evil woman stresses me
-I feel useless (no motivation to continue)
-evil woman super fickle minded, we move the stocks in and out and in and out and in and out! SUPER LAME! Think YY and Gary both also don t like her-..- When she left for a while, they quickly moved the stocks up to hide from her. Her fickleminded-ness really will piss you off. She never move the stocks what, of cos dunno how tough it is. Super heavy eh-.- Imagine yourself lifting 24cans up so high-..- CMI!
-I have to breathe in the passive smoke-..-
-I ve got no one to talk to mee! Partner and I cant talk for more than 5 mins straight! (I can talk longer with YY and Gary.) WE REALLY CANT CLICK.

Gary is nice because:
-He s just really nice.
-He never scolds me and stresses me.
-He helped me with almost all my load! (he really thinks Im a soft and gentle girl. GOOD!)
-He helped me with the cupboardzxszxs, when I was trying to do it myself. (so sweet right!)
-He taught me how to go home((: (really nice!)
-He waved me goodbye! (I feel good!)

YY is nice too because:
-He s just really nice. LOLOL, childhood friends are born close.
-He s gentle and taught me how to cut the boxes. (But I still poke through and 3 cans burst-.-)
-He crapped stupid things and made me laugh! LOL. SUPER BHB as compared to humble Gary.
-He praised my bag being nice! ;DDD (I told him outstanding people carry outstanding bags!;D)
-He waved me goodbye!;D

My partner is quite nice 'cos I bully him and he dont retaliate! WAHAHAHAH! Okay, Im mean-.- Okay shall sleep now and tell Ricky he s not the only nice one in Pokka! Or he ll be super cocky!!

Merchandiser.

2010-01-17T21:25:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow Im supposed to work again, BUT not with Ricky! D: Im gonna work with some law abiding guy named Gary, who will not release us until it's 6 (even if we finished our work alrd). There s no incentive to work fast AT ALLL!! Im going to carry 1 carton(12cans) at one time instead of 2, 6packets of drinks instead of 12. If not later he see us nothing do make us redo the stuff, I ll go MADD! Maybe I ll want to box him too. I hate people who follow rules BLINDLY!

Ok, I promised to blog about Ricky. He s a crazy 37years old guy who claimed that he looks like late 20s. But I think he looks like early 30s! HAHAHA! Then he plays alot of weird games and just to wear a pair of boots for level 8, he ll play late in the night till 3, 4 oclock, when he knows he have to work the day after! Then when he got to level8, the next day of work he ll be super happy and boast to you about how happy he is after wearing that pair of boots. LOL! *imagine a 37yrold man doing that* I also mentioned to him once that I like old people, cos they re cute! After he heard that, he started telling me I ll scare my parents by bringing some 80yr old boyfriend home and stuff, and ask me marry some old people who s down with cancer, so I can inherit their assets. WOW! HOW NICE?!-..- Then we ll have stupid and crazy conversations that goes really LOL! He even told me he dated people from different countries! LOL, its like maybe he s trying to conquer ASIA! He dates girls from China, Thailand, Vietnam, Philippines and his wife is from Malaysia. He say he placed a flag in every country which his girlfriends came from(like real-..-). At least we can click, unlike me and my partner,_, Tomorrow I ll have a HARD TIME. HEEEEELP!

Now, the good thing bout Ricky, he s really nice! We always start work at 1030 and end at around 2 plus, latest 3plus. But our timesheet is always, 1000 to 1800! Then, he s always very nice to the people at petrol kiosk, he even gave the BGLs there free drinks(: He s a nice daddy too( i guess), he watch strawberry shortcake with his daughter and he admits he like apple pie! LOLOL, his car ve got all the cute toys and her daughter s hair accessories. And after work, he ll always drop us at some places that are more accessible, like newton and bugis. (he dropped us at bugis then went to play LAN, like WTH!) And all thanks to him, we dont have awkward silence since my partner cant really talk. Our conversations can only last for 5mins, I mean it. Ricky is oppositely retardedly LAME! He can suddenly say "Im having muscle ache, I need some gaming."-..- Then I box him in the arm, then he said "You better visit a doctor tomorrow, your bones must be fractured."LOL! He s so SOFT! He still claim that he ve got 6pecs last time, LIARRR! Okay, shall stop here. If I keep thinking how nice it is to work with Ricky, tomorrow my time with Gary will be SHIT. DAMNDAMNDAMN.

I hope tomorrow things will turn out well. Hope I can click with my partner(although sometimes he really irritates me and he shows me his underwear EVERYDAY! I DONT LIKE IT!! ).
I HOPE.

POKKKA!

2010-01-13T16:12:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was my dajie's birthday. So,
HAPPYBIRTHDAY DAJIE!
Thanks for all you ve done for me(:

Yesterday woke up to buy inredients to bake cookies for her, she specified. Then carried the heavy stuffs home, my fingers were breaking-..- Tried to bake and suddenly Pokka uncle, Randy called me. He say I sound young, like duh~ Im only 16 sir. Then he told me the stuff and I ask him work at boonlay where, he say I never take MRT before is it? *in a shocked tone* LOL. Then noted down the job details and continued baking. Then something happened! I was baking and didnt cut the baking paper which was like WAYYYYYYYY TOO BIG! Then it touched the iron bar which was friggin hot and IT CAUGHT FIRE! I was like super shocked and I shouted "SITI! FIREEE!" Then she havent came out, I scared my oven explode with the fire inside then I try use scissors to bring the tin over to sink. Lucky it did not burnt anything. Then I went down to meet tongzhimen. Went shopping and we all bought something((: Rushed home to photocopy ezlink and around 8, the starhub person came! WOOOOOOO! Saw my new phone and YES! Im so happy;DD The starhub person is really cute and friendly(: Then went to charge and transfer contacts! Then I wont have to keep asking people who are they. Everyone s happy now(:

Today went to work, thought I was late. Ricky(my supervisor) s even later! Then waited and browsed through the JAE booklet. Ricky came and drived sherman(partner) and I to come petrol station. Moved and moved, very easy work. Then rested for quite long, continue moving. Then went to the other petrol station, continue moving. Then the job ended, Ricky went to a few more petrol stations to paste posters and drove us to bugis. Talked to them and the conversations are damn funny. Ricky is also a pro gamer, like joseph. And he drove to M'sia and some gangsters went to vandalise his car, and now his car got a BIG HOLE. Poor Ricky. Then Sherman thought I was a music person! LOL! I dont even know how to read notes my dear. HAHAHA! Ended work around 1plus, but Ricky say timesheet continue to write end at 6! Then its like, WOAH! FREE MONEY! ;DDD Ricky &Sherman is real nice. 'Cos Im a girl, so they give me all the easy jobs and Ricky alot of things he DIY. He s not like those arrogant people who sit there and use eye power only. NICE!;DDD

CONFUSED!

2010-01-11T21:58:00.002+08:00

Today got back results!;D Im really really really happy!;D All the hours spent chionging TYS and textbooks with mabel and lihuan paid. I miss those days((: Today saw my friends, real happy!!:D And when I got my results, I literally SCREAMED! I cant believe my combined humans got A1!! I was thinking if I get a B, it ll be great already. And econs and bio, I really didnt expect myself to get A, I thought I had screwed up the paper then. Unexpected. I was shaking when I got my results, kuenkuen saw it.

English - B4 (Thankyou SANY)
Chinese - A2
Math - A2 (Thank buddha)
Combined humans - A1 (MIRACLEEE)
Economics - A1 (I see rainbow)
Chemistry - B3(Disappointment)
Biology - A1 (Relief)
Higher chinese - B4 (Idontcare)

So yeah, I can definitely go to HTM in this case, but I am more interested in AMS now. Aviation management and service, something like airline management. Its more specialised rather than HTM, and it can let me have a job in the airport. I dont want to get a diploma and end up being a bellgirl or waitress. At least if I study in AMS, I get to work in airport, a decent place. But if I want to get a degree, I have to go overseas, which is like HORROR TERROR! Imagine being in a completely new environment, with no family and friends,_______, I just wish they ll open a new course for this in Singapore. But if I go overseas and come back, Im a foreign talent eh! Hahahs, I dont know la. Confused now.

Working with ahgua and laobeng!;D

2010-01-07T22:26:00.003+08:00

Today went to TP to work, was a lil late. Cos both me and diin cannot find the place. Called and when we found the booth, paul and yvonne both reached already! They re like setting up the stall already, then we lalall and started work. At first we all very enthu and keep approaching people NON STOP. The TP people all very nice and friendly! Alot of them signed up with us and they ll ask their course people come also! The Aviators keep coming!! Maybe the whole class have our bubblehead pen now!! They all love the pen and only sign up for the free pen! Hahas. Everytime the people got their pens, they ll start shaking the pen madly and smile happily! What a cute scene! They re all very high and I like them! ;DD

Our school people came to TP too. Huangying helped us to sign up!;D The PHS people just keep looking and pointing-.- Will someone just wave and say hello? YES! The friendliest PHS-ian will be clement! He came and briefly talked to us. How nice. I really mean he s nice. Yea, don t get me wrong.

Then when we reached a certain point we veryyy tired and sorta like chat at the booth there. It turns out Paul is a really nice guy! ;D He s got a weird way of approaching people. He will signal them to stop like traffic police and put his hand over their shoulders(when he s only a lil taller than me!!)! We even told him he got ahbeng face and we named him LAOBENG! We even wrote on masking tape and tape on his sleeve! HAHAHAHS. Then he veryy lameee! He took the perfume sample and started spraying at innocent passerby! LOL The people don t even know uh!! Then he cannot pronounce presbyterian high! Then the weird pronounciation make me and diin laugh like maddd! He even call the bubblehead pen CUTECUTEPEN! xDD And he keep going toilet, but we found out he went to smoke! No wonder he always break super long! And everytime he break, the booth will be very crowded! Diin and I got TP BALLOON!;D I got yellow! Super pretty. Tommorow working again! But saturday job end already. So sad. The job is fun and got good pay.

I LOVE MY JOB!;D

MMMoment.

2010-01-07T00:01:00.004+08:00

HELLLLLLLLOOOO!

Lets start from tue, 5jan.
That day woke up and went to school to collect my cheque. Saw edmond choooo! Hahas, he s cutely nice((: And Tohweiseng very funny. At first I busy, so didnt talk to him. Then he came to talk to meeee! He s nice(: Shall give him something on monday! Saw yanhock. He seems thinner to me now. When you graduate, the G.O staff all become like very nice to you. Weird. Then went to meet diin. Waited for 169, damnnn longg! Then reached the factory there around 11.20 lidat. (alrd late to meet natjess for seoulgardens) Then went up and saw office locked up! That friggin means that no one in there, no money takeeeee! RAHRAHRAH! Called crystal and she said cos last min urgent so they went down, and 30mins later she ll reach the office. Like damnnn! Cos dont want to go back that place alrd, and I need the money to play right! Then waited at the staurcase there. Menses syndrome all came out TOGETHER! Whole body numb, leg no energy, feel like vomitting, goosebumps all over. I was going mad laa! Then diin try to psycho me that not pain at all. But its friggin pain!! Cannot ignore mannn! Then after 30 min, after another 15 min, she still haven t reach. I was dying thereee, then I told diin I want go kopitiam to drink hot milo. Walked back, I thought I ll fall on the stair. Legs like not mine, like trembling uh T_T. Thanks diin for holding and accompanying me^^ Then drank milo and went toilet to puke. Puke already, damn shiok! LOL. Then crystal called and say they reach office already. Went back there, they havent even total up our pay lo. Waited, and crystal ask me to stay. Then I told her I dont want cos every single day need go back office super tiring. Then Joseph say he hire me just make telephone calls in office. Hahahs, damn nice. They say I got sweet voice okay~ HAHAHAH. Then my leg very sour so sat on floor. Joseph ask me what happened? Then I told him I got menses cramp. He damn shocked and they CMI that I openly say I got menses. What so weird? LOL. Every female will have menses whattt. Squabbling with the people in the office is super fun^^ Took money and left the office around 2+ 3oclock.

Went to orchard to meet natjessnic. Bluff nat that crystal deduct her pay, who ask her dont want go collect her pay herself. Then she thought its real and was angry at crystal! Then I told her nothing, then she okay. HAHAS. Damn cute. Went to lunch at the Jap restaurant at Ion. Ate Bibimbap( I thought its korean food?!) and Fresh! Mango prafait. Its CHEATER! Below not icecreamT_T is cereall! But the service is good, so let s not be angry(: Rushed down to tanjong pagar for the addeco interview for singpost job at TP. Serene is nice and funny^^ Signed contract with michelle for Pokka job. Michelle is pretty despite those freckles! Then went back to meet nat and watched AVATARRRRR! Its NICEEE! (in front quite boring) I understand why the director didnt produce this flim till now though he has the script since like dunno when. The technology way back then surely cant produce something lidat. If he hastily tried to produce this then, maybe avatar is a cartoon now. Went to xiaomaomao machine to play! SCREAMMED LIKE MAD! Spent 5bucks in total and only got a xmm. Nat didnt got anything D: She dont want my xmm. Went homeee! I love the times I spend with tzm, even if its just a meal. I love them (Y)

Today.
Supposed to go singaporepost for interview. Make up is needed as required by serene. The last time I had makeup is when I was 6. I was in dance then, so need makeup during performances. Then today no one helped me! Put on lip gloss and tried to put on blusher. I feel like some small kid trying to fondle with their mother's cosmetics uh. Then the blusher I put like nothing then I give up. But diin say I look presentable^^ So its fine laaa. Went to Singpost and start briefing straight. No interview lo! Damn happy!! I see MONEY COMING TO ME!!;DD Shall sleep now, or my colleague will be shocked by my dark rings and cant work tomorrow.

he s sucha retard!

2010

2010-01-01T01:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! ;D

I hope this coming year will be great for everyone, practically EVERYONE. Even for those who I dont know, I wish everyone with good health, happiness(: Don t be greedy, be contented with what we have. Let s all share whatever, whenever we can. I hope everyone will be smiling, trees grow very quickly and water level to drop (impossible). But at least, let s try to stop the whole global warming thingy? Im using comp less often already._. Nevermind, 2010 should be a great year for everyone;D

In 2010, I wish&hope that I ll:
-grow taller! (fat hope)
-stop eating and shed fats (super difficult)
-stop talking to myself (MUST)
-get into the poly &course that I want (I CAN!)
-earn loadsa moneyyy! (will try my best)
-learn kickboxing (PLEAASEEE!)
-stop hunching! (damnit! just STOP!)
-earn my own pocket money (hate to spend others' money)
-love myself more (please do.)
-still stay in contact with tongzhimen, LOVE &parrapai (we will!)
-reduce eldric's gayness (urgent)
-continue to go citycare (iloveoldpeople&children)
-be able to bring joy to others. (i wishhhhhhh~)
-see YCKBOY! (pleaseplease x10000000000000)
-able to bake &cook edible food(:

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Just now I was watching 证人. OMG! 张家辉 is super awesome! In the show, although he s some kind of bad guy. But seriously, he s a kind person. Whatever he did was just to earn some money to cure his eyes and his wife. He love his wifey alot!! I like himmmmmmm! And I think ZJH very cute;DDD *inserts loadsa love*

The 10th day.

2009-12-29T22:32:00.002+08:00

Today s my last day of work. The 10th day!;D Morning ate breakfast with parents!

CONGEEEEEE! I oh-so-love it! MWAH! It was a super big bowl and I had to finish it fast, cos my dad eat very fast. Im pressurised by him yo.

Then they droved me down to work, stocktake and went to set up booth. Security guard uncle super cuteee! He came to the canteen and shouted " Girl ah! Still havent open stall?!" Hahahs, super cute. He s very nice to me, always will come ask me about my business one! Yesterday he saw my booth very quiet, then he suggest to me that I should move my booth and he say my display very tall, covering the short me! LOL! I ll miss him (Y)

Today, got this auntie veryyyyy irritating! She keep bugging me, don t let me serve other customers! Then in the afternoon she brought her daughter along, then show me the paper that she bought the shoes before. Then she started complaining our shoes not good and BLAHHHHHHH! Then keep complaining as she try, in the end still buy-..- Then when I told her the price she say "你有没有看错？！" Auntie, I not first day leh, shut your smelly mouth. Then shee keep saying last time she buy 19bucks only! Then I tell her last time 1pack chicken rice 2bucks only. Then she keep repeating-..- I wanted to tell her 以前警察穿短裤, but too rude and she s still a (FOUL) customer. So, just 忍! In the end still buy, SO LAMEEEEEEEE!

Then got another OLD UNCLE! He married a young china wife. The wife is innocent and nice, not all china people are bad, don t stereotype. Then the kid was trying the shoe and they were thinking of what size to choose, and they sorta have a small arguement? Then the uncle VERY BAD! He say " Aiya, 你不懂得啦。" Then ask her keep quiet. Then I have to keep repeating my professional advice. I pity his wife eh. UNCLE! Its like nobody wants you thats why you marry her right, she got married to you this uncle very poor thing already lo. You can even be her dad!! 老婆是娶来疼的，不是让你欺负的。 You so old, she can easily kill you if you drive her mad. People be nice to you, you don t appreciate-..- 贱骨头

Packed the store and waited the people to come. Security uncle very nice! He came to help me with the cardboxes! I so wanted to hug him uh!! 3.30 still no people, called crystal and she offered me good solutions!;DDD She s nice la. Hahahs. And went to meet THOMAS! Tell you, he s damnnnn nice! Cos I made him wait like 20 plus mins eh. And he very nice and never black face me when I meet him. I passed him and stuff and offered him starbucks coffee, cos I felt damn guilty towards him. Then he just smiled and ask me help him throw his stuff. He s REALLY NICE and I ve got the urge to hug him when I said bye to him. He looks real familiar, but I dunno who does he look like. Everytime I end up staring at him without myself knowing._.

Went to school to collect my money, G.O people very nice to me. Janice lim also very nice to me. Yea, happy(: Went down to bugis to meet nat! ;DDD

TOMORROW MEETING MY TONGZHIMEN!

SIREN!

2009-12-28T22:31:00.002+08:00

Today worked at TNPS. NO PEOPLEEEEEEEE! BAD SALES. Got a guy came to deliver the goods, I pity him yo! He one person deliver quite a few boxes of goods to my school. Not only my school somemore, he went to 3 schools eh! We were like randomly talking, and seriously, I have difficulty talking to him! All I can do is "ya". I hope I didnt sound rude.

After work, stock take! Got a box stated 38, but inside all mixed one! Then I ve got to start all over AGAIN! T_____T Then 3.30 lidat then left school. Mr security guard is LOVES! Super nice and friendly!:D Borrowed Mr bag's handphone to text nat! And he started brainwashing me government is bad. I ve got nothing to say. But I really thank him!;D (though he likes to brainwash me)

Rushed off to century square. Bought yummy fried mushrooms! ;DD *kisses the mushrooms* Super cripsy outside, and soft mushrooms! LOVEEES! Then went to see something and went back to interchange.

I FRIGGIN FELL ON THE ROAD AND NO ONE HELPED ME!
WOW SINGAPOREANS! HOW NICE?!

Damnit. But happy thing is I heard artbox playing siren and I was so excited that I wanted to jump at the moment! They support sleepyhead jiwonnnn! I want to hug them for the support! Hahahs, then went to office. Nat quit today, I quit tomorrow. Hahahs. Crystal have been very nice since the day she BOO-ed us! Ok, now I ll say she s nice(: Went home and on the way I started singing. I really didnt know there s people around me T_____T

What a disgrace.

Dream.

2009-12-26T22:55:00.002+08:00

I yesterday dreamt that Nat and I was in the office. Then Joseph and Crystal told me where to work at the next day, then suddenly, they told me got customers complain about my service. Its the aunties that I scolded during FAS. LOL. What a stupid dream-.- Im changing job soon! ;D

Im loving it!

Orientation

2009-12-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

Today went to SKSS to work. LOL Security guard thought Im sec 1 who was going for orientation. HELLO! Im sec 4 waiting for results;D Then waiting for X and Z to arrive. At first I damn lost, dunno what to do. Z and X was planning, and I do the shifting of stuff and stock taking. But they both quite nice!;D Z at first gave me bad impression, cos he quite scary?! LOL But he s nice la! He helped me and treated me lemon tea! But Im too shy to drink in and in the end he drank 3 bottles. Crazy uh +__+ & he also ask me don t so stressed up, just try to enjoy the work. So I think he s nice! They 2 didnt fierce me today ;D Im happy okay! And today super thick skin uh, keep going up to uncles and aunties and brag about how good s the shoe. Damn, so 造孽. And they 2 damn distracted, cos they say got alot of chio bu in the school. Then I told them I like to see chio bu also, then Z say I pervertic! LOL! He see can, I see cannot-..- And the school no handsome guys one! SEOP SEOP!

Then worked like mad once the orientation talk is over. The HALF PRICE posters worked man! ;D Then got a part, X pass me the pen knife ask me to commit suicide jokingly, I took the penknife and told him its too dirty, then he say "Want die already still want see clean or not?!" LOL! He s funny! And got 2 girls sit at our booth there, he say he got distracted so they very pretty then he force me go out to promote eh! This type of people also have!! But the girls okay okay la. Hahahas. Then when we are doing closing, got last min customers again. DAMN, but lucky got the other school person, Ren hao(?) came to help. Thanks YO! Then stock taked and went home.

Bathed and meet nat! Went to office, everyone say my attire (class tee and fbt). Joseph say : You wear lidat not scared ah, Alot of wayangs here. Then he told Boss : She want to demo to customers say the shoes can run! LOL Boss still say my attire cannot wear his shoes! Then I must wrap myself up then can run ah. The people in my office is MAD! LOL. Then I have to end up repeating : I went home to change just now. Sianned. The classroom before was like coated with a layer of dust uh! GROSSS! Then went to laksa-ing. Damn hot weather eat spicyfood. Its crazy and I was BURNING. Thanks nattie for waiting for me. I had a hard time trying to finish, but the laksa is definitely nice! Shared Ice kachang with nat and dabao-ed popiah for dinner! LOVES!

Tomorrow no work! Can go FLEA MARKET! ;D